I need to be careful, of what I do
Need to be cautious
Plan my next crime in advance
Can't let them catch me
Or then it'd be the end
Still locked in a silver gray cage
Seems like theres no way out
What's the point in trying
Might as well be stuck in a neverending room of darkness
For all eternity
Oh yeah.... ignore the picture of Billie up there
Theses aren't any of her lyrics. I wrote them.
But theses are her lyrics:
I wanna end me
(I'm just singing the song, I'm not saying I wanna end me)
I'm trying to write songs that aren't about heartbreak or that are depressing or that sound like "bury a friend" but I can't. Oh, yeah. Don't take "Careful" seeiously. I was just trying Billie's style of songwriting but "Darkness" do take seriously
Darkness is about depression
About a girl who wants to stop feeling depressed and is trying her best to stay positive but can't, she's just stuck in being depressed. Just like being locked in a " neverending room of darkness"
I drew some art on how the music video would look like. Its mostly the girl stuck in the room trying to get out but can't. Its sad but that's life.
Anyways, bye
** August 17, 2021
My songwriting wasn't very good back then but I wrote what I felt, which was then depression. I was going through such a tough time in 2019 and 2020 and I'm glad it's over. If you ever feel hopeless like I once did, I want you to know that I'm here for you, okay?? You're too young and valuable to end your life. Know your worth ❤❤❤
YOU ARE READING
ME!
Short Storymy outdated about me book, started may 2019 and completed january 2020 you can find my contemporary 'about me' book on this account, and a new edition on my active main soon