the confusion i felt when you told me
about the pain
about the pain i gave you
left me speechless
speechless
if only i had known how you truly felt
or how you said to me how you truly felt
id have been more careful in my words
and more cautious in my actions
but no.
you never told me.
and i never felt like you listened.
so yes maybe i did speak a lot
to fill up the silence
or maybe i got too comfortable
truth is
you were the friend i never had
and pushing boundaries was something i coudnt resist
even if i did
deep down i did
love you
i woudve never told you because i wasnt sure i loved myself.
YOU ARE READING
Kill me
PoetryAll the feelings you gave me. the crush, the falling in love,the distance,the heartbreak, the rejection and the hidden feelings you hid and i hid but made apparent in different times
