Temptations

Chapter 10

Maddie's P.O.V
I seriously need to get over this boy. He isn't worth it. After what I just witnessed I don't want anything to do with Tommy anymore. I once thought he was such a charming boy but he clearly proved me wrong. Ugh why did he have to date her or whatever she is to him? I drop my lifeless body onto my bed and question why it all had to be up like this.

I pack away my folded clothes from the basket and carry it back down stairs. Mom has just finished setting the table for dinner. She made my favorite. Penne carbonara with chicken. Hands down one of the best dishes in the universe to ever be created. I devoured my meal in 5 minutes and drank my water. I took my dirty plate to the sink.

I helped mom clean up while playing some calm tunes on Spotify and talking about the past few days at school. I didn't mention Tommy to her... I think it's too early and plus there hasn't really been anything intimate going on between us and I wouldn't want to burden her with my minuscule problems this early in our move. But of course I would tell her if something was to happen with Tommy and I.

I went back upstairs and brushed my teeth, then hopped in the shower. I sat on the floor and started to cry. What the hell am I doing? Here I am, on the shower floor crying over some boy I only met last week and I am madly drowning in thoughts of him and only him. Once the tears finally left, I resumed with my shower and then stepped out with my bath towel. I looked myself in the mirror slowing poking my under eyes because of the fact they had been swollen. I was horrified.

After my skincare routine I went to my room put my robe on and put my towel in the basket. I opened my MacBook and decided to finish my series on Netflix. It was getting pretty dark and I was getting sleepy so I paused my show and got up to close my curtain. I see Tommy on his desk. He looks very concentrated on what he was doing. Flashbacks were running wild replaying the moment when I walked in on him and that girl. That moment has been haunting me. I shake my head to get rid of the thoughts and quickly shut the curtains.

I flopped onto my bed and picked up my copy of Wuthering Heights and continued from where I left off. After 20 pages I started to drift off. I closed my book and placed it onto my bedside table gently. As soon as I laid my head onto my soft pillow I fell into a deep sleep. I suddenly wake up from a dream.

It was Tommy and Cynthia in his room, curtains open and all, and I could hear is them moaning. I tried to stop it. I yelled at them multiple times to close the window but they kept doing it in my face over and over again. He then stopped and starred into my eyes. His eyes spoke to me... I couldn't bare to look at him anymore. I looked away and looked back at him only this time she wasn't there. Then he gestured me to come over. The ignorant girl I am I decide to go over. I have no idea why I did what I did. But when I got there he had a completely different outfit on. He was wearing grey sweats and a black jumper.

My goodness he looked jaw dropping. He walked over to me with a smirk and placed his hands on my hips. I looked at him, speechless. I couldn't remember the rest after that. I looked at the time and it had just turned 7:00am. Time to get ready for school.

I jump out of bed and put on some plain black tights and an Angel print jumper I haven't worn in a while. I had styled my hair in a messy bun with my af1s and rushed into the bathroom to brush my teeth and head out. I didn't seem to have an appetite.

I look around to find where Tommy might be but I couldn't see him. Maybe he didn't hear his alarm or he might be at school already. I continue walking in silence with my AirPods in my ears listening to my playlist. When I reached the gates I put my AirPods in the case and into my bag and headed inside. I wonder what was install for me today...