Demoniac • Dean Ambrose

➵ one.

My mother never truly realized how much she had harmed me. She took my heart and stabbed a big black pit inside of it, only for it to never be healed. She gave me an infectious spirit, a spirit that couldn't be cured. She never showed me what love was, that's why I never showed it. She scarred me to the point where crying was not an option, I shed my last tear at ten.

" Mommy, no please don't do this! " I cried in horror while trying to back up against the head of my bed.

" I don't care you brought this onto yourself. " She said bitterly then sat back in her recliner chair.

Stunned by her words, I began to cry uncontrollably.

" Shut the fuck up. " She spat then took a pull of her cigarette. " You're always making up these lies! "

" Mommy, please.. I-i would never lie! He did do those things to me! " I said in between sobs. " I-I would never do anything to hurt you! "

She exhaled then chuckled darkly. " Yeah whatever, go clean yourself up. "

My little heart felt like it had just been ripped out. I felt betrayed, guess I knew the true meaning of it. I stared into my mother's eyes only to get an emotionless look from her. I slid off of my bed and walked limply into the bathroom. I turned on the light and looked at my tiny ten year old frame in the mirror, scars and scratches were scattered all over my back. I sobbed lowly and thought of what life would be without my mother, I walked into the shower and flinched at the hot water coming in contact with my open bruises.

End of Flashback. ~

" I honestly don't know how these therapy sessions are helping. I haven't seen an improvement in my mental state yet. " I huffed then crossed my arms.

" It takes time Ms. Adrienne, it takes time. You can only be helped if you're willing to accept it. "

" Oh please, " I scoffed and popped my gum. " Can I go now? " I asked, impatiently.

" Sure, but you do realize that if you don't drop the psychotic attitude you will- "

" Not be in my wrestling career anymore, I get it. Now Bye. " I finished then got up and walked out of the office.

" You wait until I give Hunter and Stephanie a piece of my mind. " I mumbled under my breath then started the car engine.

Don't you just hate it when people claim you have a problem without living a day in your shoes? I have every right to be the way I am right now, I don't have a problem. I didn't have a problem back then but now at twenty-three, the meaning of life was clear to me.. to live and die. I don't blame any of the experiences I've been through in my lifetime, I actually thank god for them.. I wouldn't be who I am today.

I parked my car in the parking lot and got my bags out of the trunk. I walked all the way to my lockeroom, stares included.. not like I wasn't used to them. I dropped my bags off then made a b-line to Hunter and Stephanie's office, also known as ' The Authority. '

" Adrienne! How may we help you today? "

I rolled my eyes and mocked laughed. " Cut the shit Hunter, why do I need those therapy sessions anyways? I'm not crazy. "

Stephanie pursed her lips to say something but Hunter stopped her, good because I would've had no problem with slapping the bitch right then and there.

" Adrienne, " He sighed impatiently. " We go over this every time you come back from there, If you didn't have a problem we wouldn't have sent you there two to three times a week. If you can't clean up your act I'm afraid you're going to have to go to a mental institution. "

My veins filled up with rage and all I saw was red, " Clean up my act?! This whole business is an act, let's be real Hunter the only reason you married this slut was for a big fat check at the end of every year. " I spat with hatred laced around every word.

" That's enough you bitch! " Stephanie got up from her seat.

" And what the fuck are you going to do about it? " I slapped her harshly. " Huh bitch? "

Hunter pushed me harshly on the ground, " That's enough Adrienne! Security! Escort her out. " He finished and before I knew it I was being dragged down the hallway to my fate.

" Let go of me! " I screeched at the top of lungs.

" Lift her up. " Hunter ordered, they did as he said. He looked in my eyes coldly, " I'm sorry Adrienne, but this has to happen. " He said motionlessly.

I spit right in his face. " Fuck you! You and your stupid business! You never did anything good for me anyways! What fuck do you know about what has to happen you fucking pack mule! "

He wiped the spit off of his face and became angrier, " Take her away, now! " He yelled sternly.

I fought out of their grip but to no avail, I kicked them and screamed. One security guard took out a sedation needle and before I knew it everything was black.

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