"Mystical"

"Forgotten"

Since the entire thing happend, from finding the tree to being in a relationship. I have never missed a day to see the tree. "I finally found my missing piece, im so happy!"

I love this tree so much that I would even stay there till midnight, or even sleep there. It wasn't a bit deal because my parents didn't care and no one would even notice.

Being at the tree made me very happy and I felt really comfortable, but then I would get a feeling that I'm still missing something. Then I would think about what I said and that the tree is all I need and It would make that feeling go away.

I would go to school and see V and we would always be together at school and talk about what we would do after classes. He would come to the tree with me, but he never stayed there as long as me. I would always be the last one to leave and when we got to the tree I would always forget about everything else, including V.

I would always run to the tree as fast as I could and climb it and try to learn everything about it, I didn't care about anything else. Little by little I would stop going to school and would fall being in classes and ignore everyone completely.

I noticed that V wasn't around the tree as much and since I didn't go to school that much I wouldn't see him for days. I started feeling lonely and sad and force myself to remember that the tree is always here for me.

*Taehyungs POV*

I would go for he tree with y/n everyday and I noticed that she wouldn't talk to me as soon as we got there, and when we're at school the tree is all she would talk about and the only place she would want to go what I ask here if she would want to hang out with me.

I know it's weird but I started getting jealous of the tree because of how much attention she gave it instead of me, I wanted to see if she would even care if I was there and if I stopped talking to her. So that's what I did.

*End of V's POV ~ back to your POV*

I couldn't take this feeling anymore, I started feeling so lonely. More than before I even found the tree, like i had something important and lost it. I started getting so depressed and sad, not knowing what to do. I started showing up to schools and tried to forget the tree, I didn't know what else to do so I started focusing on school again.

When I got home I would stay up all night doing work to catch up, when I got to school I would fall asleep in class, causing me to miss more work. Then I would have to stay up more to finnish the work. I would go for he library till it closed, then I would go home and do the same thing.
It started being my daily routine, I started getting more depressed and stressed.

I would cry because I hated the feeling, it hurt so bad. I would forget to eat and drink, I didn't have any contact with anyone. I though V hated me so I didnt talk to him anymore, I don't think he loves me anymore. Thinking about him made me a little happy, but then I would remember that he wasn't with me anymore so I would lose the feeling of happiness quickly.

I started hurting myself thinking it would get rid of all the stress, I would cut and stab myself with anything I had. I started getting so pale and had eye bags, I lost so much weight and would feel light headed from walking a few feet.

I knew I wasn't fine, but I tried not to think anything of it. Trying to keep up with work and forgetting the tree.

A few weeks passed and things got worst for my health, I got extremely sick. No one even noticed, but I'm used to it anyways. I don't care about myself anyways, I didn't care about anything anymore. I had no one... I have no reason to be here or anywhere, I thought.

I was tired, sad, depressed, lonely, sick, and scared. I lost everything. So I tried to do something to stop feeling this way..

I wanted to leave everything so I thought of a way to do it. I took lots pills, cut myself in the arm deep, stabbed myself multiple times everywhere..

*V's POV*

I felt like something was off, I didn't know what but I decided I would cheak on y/n. I wanted to know if she was okay, I went to her window and tapped on it. She didn't answer so I tried to open it, but it was locked. I started getting worried, I hopped down from the balcony and knocked on the door. One if her maids answered and she looked surprised, before she could speak I asked her, "can I please talk to y/n!?, it's very important!!" She just nodded and let me in. I ran to her room quickly and knocked on her door and she didn't answer, I was so scared. I opened the door and I didn't see her anywhere, I heared something in the bathroom and I was so shocked at what I saw.