"Mystical"

"dont go..."

When i walked into the bathroom I was shocked at what I saw, so many emotions. I was sad, scared, and mad. I was panicking, I didn't know what to do. She was not the floor, blood everywhere around her, she wasn't moving. I ran to her and held her tight, I checked to see if she was breathing. Her heart was barely beating, I called the ambulance and carried her downstairs and started covering her wrist and legs with anything to stop the bleeding.

I could see her eyes open slowly and I started telling her, "Stay with me y/n, please... don't go.. i need you" she smiled lightly and tried to speak but she couldn't. She started closing her eyes, I told her, "stay with me please!!"

"Hold on and stay strong for me!!" I was crying and I was so mad and myself for not knowing something was wrong earlier and for leaving her. She probably needed me the most when i leaft her, she even told me about all the problems she had at home and felt lonely. And what did I do, I leaft her... I leaft her by herself when I promised I would never leave her alone and let her feel that way ever again.

The ambulance came and took her, he parents weren't home and I didn't know how to contact them. I can't leave her again so I leaft with her, and rushed to the hospital as fast as possible. The doctors were shocked at what she looked like, pale covered in blood. Sick and looked exhausted, wondering what happened to her and why she did this.

I we came to the hospital and they told me to stay in the waiting room till they call me, I waited for hours then a lady came up to me and asked if I was her for y/n. I jumped up and nodded quickly, she said "She's alive, but she's in very bad condition.. shes very lucky and she needs lots of rest and she won't wake up for a while. You can see her if you want thought, she just don't be awake." I said, "Yes!! Please!! I need to see her now!!" She then guided me to her room. I saw her on the bed connected to so many lines and tubes, her wrist were covered in bandages and she looked a little better. Her skin gained a little bit of color, but that wasn't making me feel any better.

I cried on the couch next to her and she was just laying there. Hoping she would wake up soon, regretting ever leaving her and wishing and thinking it should have been me laying there and not her. I could feel myself slowly drifting into sleep and my eye lids got really heavy, right when I was about to sleep I felt something move. I thought I was just imagining things because of how tired I was, but then somethi gloves again and I looked up to see....