I hate how I can't tell her the truth. I hate it so damn much. I don't want to hurt her.......... And I don't want to hurt me too...............
Seungkwan sighed frustratedly as he runs his fingers through his slick, dark blue hair.
Stupid playboy. Why? Why must you get hurt out of all people?
He then hugged his legs and buried his face into his knees. His heart throbbed as he thought of his crush..... And best friend....... Jeon y/n. He liked her for almost 4 years now but....... He didn't dare tell her his feelings. It felt like the universe didn't want them together. Out of these 4 years.... Seungkwan has tried to confess 3 times but something always stopped him. Kim Fucking Mingyu. Mingyu......... Thinking of him makes Seungkwan even more pissed.
How could he? He knew and yet............
"Yah Boo!!" and there is his voice. Seungkwan rolled his eyes. Why did he agree to share a house with that hoe? Oh right......... They are "best friends". Seungkwan calmed himself down and put on his mask.
"Hi gyu! Why are you up so early?" Seungkwan asked the brown haired boy who was in the kitchen, cooking some eggs.
" I have a date with y/n at 12! So of course I must get ready for my one and only." Mingyu responded, smiling like a 5 year old. Seungkwan rolled his eyes.
Yeah right.
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" Hi Kwannie!" Hansol, his real best friend greeted him with his infamous gummy smile. Seungkwan felt his mood lighten up. Seungkwan ran and hugged Hansol who didn't hesitate to hug him back, after all, it is normal for them. After the separated from the hug, Hansol held Seungkwan's hand as they walked to class together. They chatted about their weekends and about their friends. Not Kim Mingyu though. This is his separate group of friends. One where he feel comfortable with, where he felt accepted and one where he can be himself.
" Soonyoung hyung invited us to his studio to show us his new choreography! We should definitely go! Seokmin hyung will be there and Jun hyung too!" Hansol looked like a kid whom just got a birthday gift. Seungkwan giggled.
"Myeongho hyung?"
"He is dancing with Soonyoung. Chan and Jun are learning another dance. They are gonna break the stage with their performance!" Hansol jumped around and Seungkwan shook his head. At the corner of his eyes, he saw Mingyu............ With........... Linda........ Making out. As if on cue, his phone dinged.
Y/n-niee🤡❤️:
Yo Boo! You free tonight?
Boolicious🤠🤪:
I have plans today...... But you can definitely tag along!
Y/n-niee🤡❤️:
To where and with who?
Boolicious🤠🤪:
Soonyoung's dance studio. With Jun, Chan, seokmin and Myeongho
Y/n-niee🤡❤️:
Ouh nvm then......
Boolicious🤠🤪:
Ouh....... Let's go watch a movie then! I'm sure they won't mind.
Y/n-niee🤡❤️:
Okie. Meet you at 6.
Seungkwan sighed and faced Hansol. He wanted to tell Hansol he can't go but Hansol will get hurt again. They just argued last Tuesday because Seungkwan cancelled their plans for the hundredth time.
