Yeonjun ff: Run away with me

part 4 Too close {edited}

I Woke up the next day feeling really warm. I feel something heavy around me so I open my eyes.

When I open them, i see something close to my face, it looked like...YEONJUN'S CHEST! I'm instantly slapped back into reality and remember what happened just before I went to sleep.

I try push myself away from him but his hands where wrapped around my body tightly so I couldn't escape. I take a deep sigh then decide to just enjoy the moment while it lasts.

I place my hands on his chest and bring my face closer, cuddling with him.

"He's warm" I thought to myself, and smiled.

Suddenly I hear a low chuckle and I feel his chest vibrate. I snapped out of the trance I was in and looked up to see Yeonjun smirking at me with one eye open.

"Hey don't let me interrupt your moment." He chuckled. I instantly got embarrassed and pushed his chest away from me but he pulled my head back into his chest.

"Wait. No, let's stay like this for a bit..." He said, whilst squeezing me tighter.

We stayed like that for a while, making small talk and joking around. I found out that he's actually a nicer person than I make him out to be. Except he likes teasing me like it's his job.

"So why did you want to leave? If you don't mind me asking." He said with a soft voice.

"Well. That day when we got our results, I lost my scholarship. My grades have been dropping so I was let go." I said sadly.

"So? That's not an excuse to waste your life and kill yourself." He said sounding annoyed.

"I told you before, that's not why." I continued.
"I remember, you said something about your mother?"

"Yeah. My family isn't the richest, we don't have a lot of money. This scholarship was the only way I could access a good further education without making my family go bankrupt.

If I managed to get a decent job, I could get my family out if that dump and my siblings into better schools. And my mum wouldn't have to sleep around anymore." I said sadly.

"I can't believe I messed up that bad I'm such and idiot, I'm such a failure. My family would be better without me using up all the money." I said feeling angry at myself for getting myself into this situation.

"*sigh* it's all my faul-" I was cut off by Yeonjun raising his voice slightly. "THAT'S ENOUGH! I don't want to hear you talk badly about yourself like that. First of all in the few months i've known you, you've managed to prove that you're an amazing, intelligent person. Everyone makes mistakes that's how you grow. And don't blame yourself for your family situation it's out of your control. You where born into this. I don't care what happened, you dying wouldn't be better for anyone. How would your family go on if they lost you? How would I go on if I lost you?" (He mumbled the last part)

"So please, don't say things like that again, it annoys me." He said, sadly. I've never heard him be that serious before.

I remove my hands from his chest and wrap them around his waist and hug him tighter. "I'm sorry. I promise I won't." I said smiling.

The room fell silent for a minute before I spoke. "So why did you decide to leave with me?" I asked. "Well I couldn't exactly leave you alone in the state you were in?" He said with question in his voice.

"Okok but there has to be a reason. You said you were 'getting sick of that place' don't think I forgot." I smirked.

His grip around my waist got looser and I backed up a little so we could make eye contact.