Todoroki's pov:
*Warning: contains scenes of cutting and suicide*
I could feel people staring at me. I didn't think she would do this at school. My blush is getting more and more visible. I looked at Kirishima for help but he was talking to some people in our class. I looked at Bakugou but he just glared at me and looked away. I fought the urge to punch him right there. We may be competeing for her but he doesn't still have to he an asshole. We're all friends. I looked at Kirishima once more and this time he looked at me.
He walked over and whispered, "Want me to take her?"
I nodded and he took her out of my arms. I saw her nuzzle up to him and I got insanely jealous. Yeah she did that to me but she should do that it only me. She should be mine.
Kirishima was quietly talking to his friends. I'm pretty sure he was talking about our competition for her heart because he pointed to me and Bakugou. Then his friends proceeded to cheer him on causing (Y/N) to wake up.
She jumped out of his arms when she realized she was no longer in my arms. I smirked as if I had scored but then I realized that I had just scored him a point. She jumped up and examined his face because she hit him accidentally. Once she realizes she was by other people she hid behind him and stuck her face in his back.
The boys around her started fawning over how 'cute' they were being. Then I saw her start to shake. I knew she didn't like attention. I glared at him telling him to do something. He didn't get the idea so I signaled for Bakugou to do something. He angrily marched over, grabbed her hand, and brought her to the back of the group all while glaring at Kirishima.
He looked down shamefully and tried to go say sorry but Bakugou was beyond pissed at him.
"YOU KNOW SHE DOESN'T HANDLE PEOPLE VERY WELL! COULDN'T YOU TELL SHE WAS UPSET!" Bakugou yelled.
"I thought she was just being shy! I didn't want her to live only talking to me, you, and Todoroki!" Kirishima yelled back but not as loud.
"DIDN'T YOU SEE HER TALKING TO THE ROUND FACED GIRL! SHE CAN HANDLE HERSELF MOST OF THE TIME! IF YOUR NOT GOING TO HELP HER WHEN SHE NEEDS IT THEN SHE DOESN'T NEED YOU EITHER!" Bakugou yelled.
They kept fighting, then I noticed something. (Y/N) was on the running out of the school having a panic attack. I cursed under my breath and ran after her. I noticed Aizawa and Uraraka running with me. She ran into the forest to the shelter she built. When I got there I saw a horrific site.
(Y/N) had a knife..and she was cutting herself with it screaming 'It's all my fault'. I run towards her to stop her. She put the knife to her throat. At this point I had tears streaming down my face. I froze her hand along with the entire knife.
When I got to her I unfroze her hand and knife. I quickly took the knife away from her. I hugged her and she cried in my arms.
"It's all my fault," she repeated.
" No, it's not. They should've known better then to yell in front of you." I said trying to calm her and myself because I heard the footsteps of Uraraka and Aizawa approaching.
"If I wasn't so weak they wouldn't have fought. It's all because I couldn't handle being around people. How can I be a hero or a friend if I can't be around people. I'm better off dead. " She cried.
"No! You aren't better off dead. You can get over your 'fear' of people. If you died you can't change that. With that, you need to promise me that you will never try that again." I said.
"I promise..." She said quietly.
I heard a gasp from behind. Uraraka saw her arms and the small cut on her throat. I respectfully moved away so they could hug. (Y/N) jumped up and hugged her. It makes sense that she needs a friend that's a girl. Us boys can be pretty annoying sometimes.
"We need to get you patched up immediately." Aizawa said stressed that this happened on the first day.
"I'm sorry you have to deal with this." (Y/N) said looking down.
"Look, I may not like my job but that doesn't mean I don't care that this happened. It pains me to see that one of my students would do that to themselves. We will talk after school."
He said softly.
She nodded and continued walking. Me and Uraraka held her hands to comfort her when we walked back to the school. When we got there Present Mic was supervising the classroom.
"I need to bring her to Recovery girl. Can you continue watching the class for me?" He asked in a tired tone.
"Oh yeah!" He said as enthusiastic as possible after seeing my arms.
"Thanks, hone- umm I mean homie... I'm gonna go." He walked out fast.
"So, you and Mic, huh?" I said.
"I need more coffee..." He grumbled.
"You didn't deny it! And is that a ring?! Omg you're married?!" (Y/N) said smiling.
"Ugh, yes....but you can't tell anyone. Not even the media knows." Aizawa said.
"Okay." We said.
(Y/N) was happily skipping feeling better because she wasn't by lots of people.
"So is this how she really is? When she's not by people, I mean." Uraraka asked me.
"Yes. She is so much happier when she's by people she trusts. I had know idea she was that depressed that she would try to..." I didn't want to say the word so I didn't.
"Do you know why she is afraid of people?" Uraraka asked.
I explained it to her and she looked like she was about to cry.
"It's okay though, she's living with me now so she's away from everything. If her mom ever finds her then she will be protected." I said reassuringly.
When we got to Recovery girl Izuku was there because of his broken finger. He saw (Y/N) and ran over to ask what happened. Uraraka stopped him before he reached her. I smiled slightly mentally thanking her.
After she was fixed by Recovery girl, who gave her a lecture on why not to do what she did. She got her arms wrapped then she was sent back to class. When she got to the classroom she took a deep breath, put her hood on, and walked in. She sat in her seat silent the rest of class. Though I'm pretty sure she was talking glances at all three of us.
Hey peeps. Sorry about how sad this part is. If you ever feel suicidal or you need to talk about something feel free to talk to me. Next chapter is going to be Kirishima pov! I don't really have a plan for this chapter so it's probably gonna be cheesy with extra cheese. Have a fantabulous day! 😁💙
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