You and Namjoon have only been dating for a year, meaning that you've two never been intimate with each other. He tried to a couple times but you subtly pushed it away since you werent comfortable yet. You wanted to have it with him but your axienty about your body made you feel not good enough for him. You felt like if he saw your "hideous" body that he would leave you.
You and Namjoon were on the couch watching a movie when suddenly a sex scene came on. You didn't really think of it until you saw Namjoon move around uncomfortably in the corner of your eye, so you turned your head and asked
"Are you okay?" Which made Namjoon look back at you and shake his head no.
He got the remote and paused the movie and scooted closer to you and started to caress your thigh
"Y/n I'm not trying to pressure you in anything but we've been dating for a year and every time I try to make a sexual move on you, you back away. So tell me do you not want to have sex with me?" He said with a kinda hurt face. You just looked at him and tears started to get into your eyes and you shook your head
"It's not that" you whispered while looking down and playing with your fingers
"Then what is it"
You choked on your words and nothing came out.
"Y/n please tell me" he took your hands into his
"I'm just afraid my ugly body will make you not love me anymore" you whispered.
Namjoon looked at you with a shocked face, but he picked you up and took you to your shared bedroom and placed you infront of the big mirror, you were now standing up with Namjoon behind you. He looked at you through the mirror and you both made eye contact
"Do you trust me" he whispered in your ear. You just nodded your head yes.
"Put your arms up" you followed his orders and put your arms up, not knowing where this was heading. Namjoons hands traveled to the bottom of your shirt and lifted it up and taking it off. You quickly put your arms around you, semi hiding your body from him
"Namjoon" you whispered but Namjoon didn't hear since he was too focused looking at your body
Namjoon POV
I think y/n said something but I didn't hear it since I was to focused on her gorgeous body. I've never seen such an ethereal body before. Now I know, she's just perfect in every way for me.
"Baby, you're so beautiful" I whispered in her ear
"You're just saying that because you're my boyfriend"
"I don't have to say shit y/n, and why would I lie about such a beautiful thing" he finished while leaving soft kisses on your neck. You grabbed the back of his neck and turned over and started a make out session with him. He picked you up and layed you on the bed and took his pants and shirt off and hovered over you. He left kisses from your lips to your belly and while he was taking off your pants he made eye contact with you. After he took all your clothing off he left kisses all over your body and kept whispering
"So beautiful" and "all mine" which made you blush and feel warm inside. Namjoon carefully touched your clit, you moaned at the new feeling and when Namjoon started to eat you out you grabbed his hair and arched your back. You came in his mouth and he came back up to you and kissed you, making you taste yourself. Namjoon broke the kiss and got something out of the side table, which was a condom. He took of his boxers and your eyes widen
"T-that's not going to fit" you said while watching him put on the condom. You were about to say something else but Namjoon cut you off by putting his finger on your lips
"Shh baby, trust me okay?" He asked and you just shook your head.
He aligned his dick at your entrance and enter very slowly, he bent down and started to kiss you to distract you some from the pain. Your nails scratched his back, definitely leaving marks. Eventually he picked up the pace after hearing you moan. His moans where turning you on more and more, and since this was your first time you were already about to cum.
"I-I'm going to c-cum soon" you stuttered because he was giving you so much pleasure.
"Cum when you want to babygirl" he whispered while going deeper in you.
A minute after you came on him, but he didn't so he pulled out since he didn't want to over simulate you and asked you to suck him off. Which you said yes to, so he layed down and you went infront of him and started to suck him off. He tangled his fingers in your hair and helped you bob your head up and down so you were deep throating him
"Ahhh just like that y/n" he moaned out while throwing his head back. He soon after came in your mouth and you swallowed it all and layed down next to Namjoon and layed your head on his chest.
"You did great baby. Thank you for trusting me and allowing me to be your first"
You just looked at him and kissed him
"Thank you for being the perfect boyfriend Namjoon."
Namjoon smiled and started to play with your hair
"I love you y/n"
"I love you too Joonie"
Word Count: 953
Date Written: 12/10/19
Date Published: 12/10/19
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