The Bucketlist

Truth comes early

I can't do it anymore, I can tell that German gets more and more suspicious I need to tell him but how without hurting him.

'Okay' I thought to myself when I saw him talking to the local shop keeper for directions, 'This is it' I can see he is about to leave the man, 'Just say it to him Angie' the voice in my head was saying, German began to walk closer.

He held out his hand but I didn't except, He looked worryingly at me, I began to feel my heart beat a lot fast then normal.

"Ger-man, We nee-d to talk " I struggled to get my words out of my mouth. He looked even more worried.

"Okay, then what's wrong?" He said as we found a bench and sat down.

"German, I" I started, I could feel and see that my hands were shaking, German must've seen that the were to because he held both of my hands.

"I have had a job offer" I said, He looked in my eyes and smiled,

"That's great news, beautiful" He stated, I guess it was good news but he didn't know it was in France.

"German, It's not in Argentina though" The smile instantly disappeared.

"Where is it Angie?" He asked, as he did his eyes were tearing up, so were mine but I tried to hold them back but it didn't seem to work.

"In France, I had a phone call from Antonio about it, I was going to tell you straight away but I haven't really had anytime and I didn't want to hurt you" I explained, We both had tears coming down our faces.

Unexpectedly he pulled me into a hug, and whispered in to my ear "I'm going to sent you free because I love you and you promise to come back to Argentina when you are finished over there so that I can have my Angie back, so we can finally be a couple, Promise?" I could hear his voice braking up as he started to cry into my shoulder.

"I Promise" I said as I hugged him back.

"I love you, Angie" He said, they were just the words I wanted to hear.

"I love you too, German" As he let go.

I guess telling him now was a lot better then telling him after our trip was over. I know now that he understands and like he said when I come back we can be a proper couple but I don't know how I'm going to survive with out him for two years. I need him with me but I'm just going to have to be brave and just get on with it so that I can be back with him.