The Bucketlist

Note

As I slowly walked away from him, I could feel his gaze on me. I decided not to turn to look at him for the last time because I knew I would just burst in to tears. I just carried on walking through the security just facing forward. This is going to be a new start, yes it's only for six months but these six months can make a difference. Because a lot can happen in six months like: Violetta becoming a famous singer, Olga and Ramallo finally getting back together, Me returning, German finding someone else. All of these things could happen but the question is how many of them would really happen. These were the thoughts that were going around in my head.

But the main one was would German find someone else, what would happen. I just hope that he remembers that I will be coming back and I will be wanting to be with him when I do come back. Because even before He asked me out in Paris, I guess I did like him that little bit.

I took my seat on the plane and I took my coat of and when I did I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around hoping that German was behind me but It wasn't him, It was a random guy.

"Madam, I think this fell out your pocket" He said in his french accent, he then held out a envelope. I took it gently from the man and thanked me. When I turned back in my seat I smiled to myself. The man had a french accent, It's like German would know the first man who would speak to me would had an accent. After daydreaming about German for a while I looked down at my hands and looked at the envelope.

Angie. It read in his handwriting, I could tell that it was written in his fountain pen, the one that I chose for him in China, the day I found out about the job. I opened it carefully and opened up the folded piece of paper. When I opened it up I began to read:

To my Beautiful Angie
I will always think of your beautiful face as I wake up alone in the morning I will imagine you starring at me with the same loving eyes. I will never love anyone the way I love you, their will always be a piece of my heart missing, a piece of my heart that can never be replaced by anyone else. Losing you will be like taking away the stars from the moon, every night I will look up at the now empty sky and pray that my star will one day return to the sky that is my empty world. You will forever be in my heart and I don't know how I'm gonna cope without you, but now that I can only say one last thing to you I want to say that I will love you forever more and even when you come back and you have a french boyfriend because you fell for his accent after I told you it's the worst thing to fall for, I Will still be here waiting for when it's time for our relationship again.
I love you Angie, I always will
Love
German xxxxx

After I read the note and took everything in the plane was already up in the air, I'm going to miss him so much. I just hope that we will still have feelings for each other when I come back and that me, him and Vilu can finally be a family.