mistake | seungjin

Four

Hyunjin's POV

"Hey Seungmin..." I approached Seungmin as soon as I saw him walking in the hallway.

I made up my mind decided to tell him today.

"Oh! Hi Hyunjinnie!" He stopped walking and greeted me back.

Hyunjinnie..

"I want to say something,"

"Umm go ahead! By the way, do you like the food? I cooked it myself.." He said shyly.

I went silent for awhile not knowing what to say.

'Say it Hyunjin! Where did your confidence go?!' Hyunjin mentally screamed at himself.

Seungmin hummed while looking at me expectantly,  "Hm?"

Please don't make it harder for me.

"Actually-" I started but stopped when I heard ringing from Seungmin's phone.

"Wait." He said and answered his phone.

"Okay I will.." He said and ended the phone call.

"Who was that?" I asked out of curiosity.

"It's my mom... She asked me to be home early." He sighed.

"Oh.."

"Anyway, what were you saying earlier?"

"Um.."

Say it Hyunjin! Say it!

"Thank you for the lunch box.. It's really delicious!" I said and smile at him.

That's not what I supposed to say..

"Thank you.. I made it with love" He said while giggling.

"Hahaha.. I'm going now. Bye" I fake laughed and walked away.

"Bye Hyunjinnie.."

You fucked up, Hyunjin

-

"So... What are we doing here?" I asked as soon as I arrived at Levanter Cafe.

"I don't know... You tell me." Chan sighed.

I slumped in my chair and sighed heavily.

"It's been a week, Hyunjin" Minho reminded him.

"I know."

"When are you going to tell him?" Chan questioned.

"I don't know.."

"Are you perhaps falling in love with him?" Changbin asked.

"No, I really hate him! But everytime I want to tell him the truth.. I just can't"

"I don't understand. You hate him but you won't tell him?" Minho raised his eyebrow.

"Well yeah I'm planning to make him suffer so-" I couldn't finish my sentences when Chan flicked my forehead.

"Fuck. Ow that's hurt" I said while rubbing my forehead.

I'm really getting dizzy now.

"I didn't raise you to be like this!" Chan said sternly.

"I know! I'm just joking.." I rolled my eyes.

"Joke was supposed to funny."

"But that's funny!" I whined.

"Playing with people's feeling isn't funny." Woojin remarked.

That hit me so hard.

"..Um"