Why Me

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I don't know what makes my dad so angry to the point where he has to harm me in every way he possibly can. But sadly, the only thing I can remember from last nights attack is that he was yelling yelling at me for being " A disgrace to this family and a piece of shit that doesn't deserve anything because you're gay and no son of mine could be gay ".

That really hit hard, because, when my mom still lived here, she would always stand up for me, and she said it was okay for me to be a little different, but ever since she left, the attacks have gotten worse and more violent. I kind of regret telling my mom because not too long after I told her, she left, without a single word of where she was going, because now I left with no guardian against this demon that attacks me. Sometimes I wish my mom was still here, because she understood me sometimes, and she would always try to make me happy, but now that she's gone, I just want to fall asleep and never wake up, or maybe i could accidentally fall off a train platform infringe of those bright lights, but the brutal truth is, there's no point. No one would notice what's actually going on, I want someone to save me from myself but I don't know if that's possible anymore.

Could you check my pulse for me ~ Kellin QuinnWhere stories live. Discover now