Insane - XXXTENTACION

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Carmen ^ (zendaya the queen herself 👑🤪)

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"Jahseh you're new mother is here," the lady at the desk told him.

Jahseh got up and walked outside to see a women that looked like she was in her mid 30's, she had black hair and brown eyes. She looked like a Karen.

She looked at Jahseh and instantly had a disgusted look on her face.

"This is Jahseh?" She asked the lady. She nodded.

"Ok, I'm Karen." She introduced herself to him.

Jahseh just nodded. "Well, uh, we are going to have to fix you up aren't we?" She said with a nervous smile, looking Jahseh up and down.

"What?" Jahseh mumbled. She just looked at him

"Nevermind, lets get in the car shall we?" She gestured him towards the door. He followed her out the building and to her car.

Jahseh sat in her car in silence, not wanting to talk. She was mumbling stuff to her husband about Jah. She looked at Jahseh. "Ok sweetheart. We're going to get you some clothes and a new hair cut! And get rid of those tattoos on your face," she explained.

Jahseh did not like the sound of that. Her voice irritated him. "No, we aren't," He argued.

"Excuse me?"

"You will leave me and my style alone, or this won't be pretty. You aren't my mother and never will be. You don't have control of me," he explained, defending himself. Jahseh was an independent person. He never let anybody take over him. He didn't let nobody use him after what his ex Geneva did to him in the past.

She scoffed at him then turned back in her seat. "Go home honey, we will take care of our new son," she told her husband.

- night time -

Jahseh was in his room they put him in. It was a small room with one bed and a closet. The bed was a queen sized and there was no TV. He had a phone though, he was still in contact with his vro, Stokeley.

Then, there was a knock on the door. Karen came in. "We're sending you to a mental hospital. You're insane and you need it, we still have complete custody of you. We want what's best." She explained. She was lying, he was never coming out of there. She wanted him to stay there so they wouldn't have to deal with him.

Jahseh looked at her with anger in his eyes. This is what changes him. This is what ruins him.

"You're going tomorrow morning, have a good nights sleep baby doll," she smiled, an eerie smile, then walked out. Jahseh didn't like this idea.

He felt something bad was gonna happen tomorrow. Yet, he didn't know what it was.

— the next morning—

He woke up with the sun beaming on his body. He sat up and stretched, it took him a minute to realize where he was going to next. He got up and had no other clothes to change into.

He walked to the bathroom and saw a spare toothbrush and some stuff in the shower he can clean with. He shut and locked the door and started to take a shower.

He was worried about what they might do to him in the mental hospital. He's been to one before, he didn't like it. He was at a very young age when he was last there. About 10 years ago.

If anything, it made him worse. Everything got worse there. Depression, anger, sadness, don't trust nobody. Though it was quiet there. He liked the quiet, he got to hear his voices talk in the quietness.

After he got out the shower, he put back on his clothes and brushed his teeth.

He walked out the bathroom and looked in the desk drawers for a gun. Luckily, he found one. He felt the need to keep a gun for safety. He didn't have a license but who cares?

He put it in his pocket and hid it, along with his phone. He walked out the room and went downstairs.

"Ah, I see you're ready just in time my dear. Let's go to the car and we will be on our way," she told him. He had no response, just a blank expression.

He got in the car and she started to talk to him again, but he didn't listen. He was just looking out the window ignoring her voice, simply because he hated it.

They arrived at the mental hospital, he hated the look of it. He got out of the car and she walked him in.

They took him to his room, Karen had already left. He hoped to never see her again, and if he did, he'd kill her.

"Lay down on the bed, on your back. We need to ask you some questions before we move forward." The doctor explained. Jahseh did as told.

"Be truthful to all of these questions. Do you have voices in your head?" The doctor asked Jahseh. He nodded.

"Any personality changes?"

Jahseh shook his head.

"Bipolar?"

Jahseh nodded.

"Who's your mom and your dad?"

"My moms name is Cleopatra," He told her.

"..and your dad?"

"We don't speak of him, doctor," He said with no expression or tone in his voice.

The doctor just left it alone. "Ok.. well, are you insane? Let's put that in a different sentence. Do you do crazy things?" He asked.

Jahseh smirked. "We can say that," He told him.

The doctor cleared his throat. "Uh.. well, Jahseh, that's all I have for you for now. We have to give you this shot, don't worry it won't hurt. It's supposed to make you calm down," he explained.

Jahseh just laid there.

The doctor walked over to his equipment and grabbed the shot that was already ready for him. He walked over to Jahseh and put it in his arm

Jahseh's eyes bolted open and his head started to burn with pain. His eyes rolled to the back of his head as he started shaking heavily, Flashbacks of his life was going on through his head, as well as every single nightmare he ever dreamt of. The alarm on the bed started going off. Doctors ran in the room.

In a matter of 10 seconds, his eyes closed shut. He was in a deep sleep.

"WHAT did you do to him?"

"I- I don't understand, I gave him the one that was supposed to only make him tired and feel rested!" The doctor exclaimed.

"He did the right one boss, but I guess the chemicals didn't fit well with his body," another doctor explained.

"There's nothing we can do to fix it, his brain is completely damaged and he will forget everything he's done in the past. He won't die, but he will be completely different." he explained.

"How much difference will there be?"

"Only one can know.."

to be continued.