All I need

chapter seven

Arabella POV

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I got out bed seeing the boys are no were in sight I decide to take a shower I pick out some clothes and head down stairs max was sitting on the lounge with ace ace saw me and started waging his tail I walk over to them and sit next to max "hey bells you ok after last night the boys explain what happened" I nod I start to think " um max could you and Alec be there when scar dose my other leg.....sorry" I whisper max watches me " bell I have to ask your mates if we can ok, how about you come with me and well ask them" I start crying what if they say no or if they hurt me for asking " hey bell its ok, Alec scar Noah " I was still crying when they came in scar and Noah rush to me trying to find out what's wrong but I just hold max tighter " come sit I'll explain what bells asked me" we walk to the lounge max lays me on his lap I put my head in his chest while he explains " Ok so bell came down and asked me if  Alec and I could be in the room while you do her other leg, I don't know why I think for comfort or something " max explains I'm to scared to look at them to see if there angry " if that's what she want then you can " scar said "bells when did you want to do it"  I start to think "can we can we do it n-now, so I I don't h-have to worry about about it....." I whisper surprise that they hear me " sure baby come to the bedroom " we walk in ace was still sleeping on his bed "ok bells lay on Alec's legs for me, max I need you to hold her hand and distract her because its going to hurt her a bit this time because of open cuts, Noah is going to have to kiss her to distract her as well ok, bells you have to breathe" said scar I let out a breath I didn't no I held slowly laying on my brothers legs max took my hand scar took of my pants "alright just remember bell it'll only hurt a little" I nod closing my eyes I feel scar start I whimper a bit trying to move "your ok bells, said Alec then I feel Noah's lips on mine, distracting me from everything just a Noah trys to deepen the kiss I feel a lot of stinging in my leg I move away from Noah I try to get out of my brothers arms they calm me down when scar starts moving to close to my private area I use my hand that hasn't been held down to push scar away " bells its almost done do you want Noah and me switching places? " I nod trying to calm down " alright baby calm down" Noah starts and I whimper " Arabella is it ok if I kiss you " I start to whimper and nod next thing I know scars lips are on mine his hand goes to my hair I do the same with him then letting go trying to find Maxes hand " its ok bells I'm still here" he puts his hand back in mine I pull away from scar and grab his hand Noah is really close trying to breathe when he's to far up I panic trying to move out of everyones grip before a I have a flashback
Father came through the door with 3 of his friends "slut were are you get your but over here" I try to run to my room but father grabbed me quickly " hold her down" he told his friends I tried to escape they hold me for 2 hours raping me one by one father kicks me "worthless slut"