Sitting in the class among others
Made me realise that
How much ever I try
I cannot fit with them
I will always be alone
Not having anyone to be with friends
Always being second priority
Always being a disappointment
Become my habit
People looking down at me
Mock me, tease me,
Never understood me
I tried being strong
I tried not showing my emotions
I tried being confident
But within I was broken
I could feel the pain creeping in
My veins becoming to hard to control
Crying myself to sleep
Crying for my parents to onces say
You are pretty
You are intelligent
We are proud to have you
Became my dream
That day I realised that
If no one can accept me
I will becoming like thay want me to be
I will do what they tell me
To make them stay
But I ruined everything
Because of my anger
I couldn't make one friend
Who could accept me for what I am
They all walk all over me
Because I let them
I became a doormat but not a friend
I feel pain when I see them
Having fun without me
My parents are my everything
But for them I am their responsibility
Not daughter
My parents love me and my siblings
But they forget to show their
Affection to me
As they do to my younger siblings
I feel bad that I let out all my anger
On my mother
And in return I fill get silent treatment
For weeks
I am not complaining
Because it's my fault
But I have a question that
When my siblings does the same
Why do they also get a free pass?
The hole in my heart is started to grow
And it's causing a lot of problems
I wish everyday in life
For God to give my life
To someone who deserves it,
Because clearly I don't.
I am not pretty
I am always angry
I don't Listen to anyone
I am fat a d ugly
I love to eat
Which is something girls don't
Commenly have.
The only thing I love the most
About myself is that I love to read
I read really every second of my life
But my parents doesn't approve it
Because it's e-reading.
I am too sensitive
I am too breaken
My only wish is to make my parents
Happy, even if I have to sacrifice
Myself for them.
Maybe then they will accept me
Love me
Oneday I want to sleep peacefully
In someone's lap who can
Love for being myself.
It hurts when my parents
don't talk to me
I just want when I die
Atleast someone remember me
With love and not
Disappointment........
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Please Understand Me
Non-Fictionlife teaches you many concepts which we couldn't ever understand when our parents told us. life is painful sometimes the pain is so much that our misery start to turn into depression. Parents play a major role in our lives but sometime while teachi...
