So today I went back to school after the christmas hollidays ovuously. None of today seams right, it was like let's all be off with Amy day.
There where a few comments said to me just the usual. But there was one that just stuck in my mind ...
Like.. Fatty, I mean come on I know I've put on a few pounds at Christmas. I am 119 pounds and 5ft5, I have the BMI of 20 that is an average of normal and healthy.
I know I have never liked my body at all but I didn't think the whole world had a problem with it ether!
I might start a diet, just to lose a few pounds so then I'll never get this again.
It might be though but I will stick to it!! No matter what...
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My mum dose shout at me a lot for eating all the junk food... That's probably why I'm so huge. Ffs how could I be so stupid, how did I not realise I could have a perfect body by now??
Time to change
I can't believe that I could be this greedy and fat, it's just I'm too much of a failure and this needs to change. The only one who can change this is me only I have the power to. I need to take some responsibility over myself!
When I look in the mirror I hate what I see, I've always hated what I've seen. Why didn't I listen to her before?
Why did I let it get this far?
Why didn't I take control?
I will listen to her!
I'll make things right!
I will take control!
I will be skinny! No matter what!!!
"I know you can do it amy"
She where smiling, I think she's proud, well I hope make her proud.
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