Make you mine |Randy|

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Salut my pretty readers, hope you're alright and well. Comment and vote S'il Vous plaît❤️

To my pretty readers: let me tell you this and I mean it by heart, whatever you're going through will pass because simply storms don't last forever, you'll be a shining Rainbow one day.

Enjoy,

(also I've decided to make the chapters short a little bit so it could end after a while whereas if I had put the original length which is 4000/3000 words it'll end soon. And tell me what you prefer better, yeah?)

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Rye dialled Andy's number waiting for the beep so he can leave a message as his weekly habit. The beep came on, Rye smiling against the pillow.

"Hey, Angel" he took a long shaky breath "It is your birthday today. You're 28 now, gosh Andy." before Rye could stop himself, A tear was running down his face.

"I really wanna see how you look as a 28 year old. I personally reckon you'd be so hot" he smiled down at Andy's sheets. "Fovvlar, " he inhaled sharply, "It has been three years. I really miss you".

Rye wiped his eyes before licking his lips and saying "I am surprised that you still can receive those, I think you had a big space on your phone?".

"Anyway, let me continue my story with Charlotte then I'll give you, your birthday gift yeah?" Rye waited for an answer forgetting that Andy won't reply. He shook his head at himself.

"So, You already know the first part of it. Let me continue the other one" Rye said.

"Is it worth it? You lying to him about cheating when you basically cried because a boy told you he thinks you're pretty and you came running to me freaking out because you have cheated?, and you vomiting whenever we kiss" Charlotte lifting Rye's bangs up making a hairstyle .

"If he is going to hate me and forget about me then yes" Rye looked down at his feet.

"That is ridiculous Rye! I am tired of acting bitchy and I had two colds in a row because of the clothes you made me wear" She huffed before yanking Rye's hair "He loves you, you love him. What is the matter!".

"that is the thing. Lottie, please understand me yeah?" Rye looked at her, his eyes begging her.

"I will try my best I promise " Charlotte sighed before giving him a smile to assure him.

"I have a ridiculous fear, and I am ashamed to talk about it with Andy, " he bit his lip "I often have this idea of what if we break up, what if we drift apart, what if I can't be enough" Rye muttered.

"You are enough for anyone Rye, I can tell you love this boy. You didn't love anyone in our school the way you loved him. You changed your ways for him. Look at you, you changed your number just so you could stay loyal and no one you had a fling with, could reach out. You want to stay loyal, but you're not giving yourself the chance to. Instead you are lying and saying you cheated when you never once laid a finger on anyone, even now that you two had broke up you didn't" Charlotte spoke, swiftly.

Rye rubbed his face pacing around the room "Lottie, I can't alright? I am not enough I always hurt people! I don't want to hurt him, I swear to God I don't want to hurt him" Rye cried out "What if I get his heartbroken? How am I supposed to love him when I don't love who I am!" he exclaimed.

"I don't know how to love, never did. I am scared Lottie, and I can't tell him I am scared, I am supposed to give him safety, not ask it from him" Rye leaned back at the wall, Facing his high school friend.