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Andy's POV*
I know for a fact that the majority of you might be upset with me. And I kinda deserve it? Today marks the 12th day since I let the boys know I am alive. Rye's voice mails stopped. He didn't leave a message since my birthday, today is March the 5th. Which means I hadn't heard his voice in 12 days..
I reheard the last message he left and that song he wrote for me. I cried a lot that day, but William, who is my boyfriend or friend with benefits now, decided it would be a good idea to drop the flash memory at our- I mean their house.
My story begins three years ago..
When I committed suicide.. But my attempt failed. When I woke up, I realized that even God wasn't on my side there, I couldn't escape, even through my dark times and when I decided to let myself end my suffering, He didn't let me. Yeah, Him, Ryan Leonard Beaumont. Why didn't He let me die on that bathroom floor, why he has to come and fuck it all up by saving me?. And I knew later that he gave me blood, great now he is stuck with me forever. When my mum came to me she found me and my childhood friend, Felicity I am sure you all know her.. Mum found me and Fizzy planning a plan, at first I wanted to fly away to Manchester, and begin a new life there, away from them all. But I ended up several minutes' walk away from Rye, in Fizzy and Lottie's house.
My heart shattered at every voice mail he left, but I couldn't go back to him. I am a horrible person I know. And that's how I've found myself having sex with multiple people just to forget about Rye. I've established that William was the one who reminded me of Rye the most, so I stuck with him. I know the whole story on why Rye did what he did, but I'll let him tell you. Oh, how I found out? Um, hello! I live with his high school friend.
"Still waiting for a call?" Robbie awakened me from my memories. I smile at him, nodding my head.
"Tell me, do you still love him?" he took a sip of his morning coffee, looking at me.
Fizzy sat on my legs, biting her banana "He still moans his name" she said, and I kicked her.
"Ouch! What! Don't act like I am lying!" she shouted at me.
"Oh shit, you moan his name?" Robbie laughed at me.
"Haha so funny, Fovvs still moans Rye's name haha!" I rolled my eyes at him.
My phone rang, taking us three by surprise. I gasped "It is Rye!".
Fizzy and Robbie both started squealing and saying incomprehensible words which made me more anxious. "Shut the fuck up!" I yelled out of anxiety.
Fizzy smacked the back of my head, "Do not shout, Lott, is still sleeping. answer him!" she whispered the last part.
I took a long breath before answering the phone. Robbie dragged it away and put it in speaker, we were gathered around the phone.
I heard him inhale deeply before letting a shaky "Fovvlar?".
My heart absolutely shattered, if you listen closely you can hear it breaking. I looked at Robbie and Fizzy before saying "Yeah?".
He sniffled "Oh my God." he cried out.
My chin quivered "Do not cry please, " I pleaded.
"I can't, you are here. How could I not?" he hiccuped.
Fizzy cooed, I gave her a look to shut up. "So you are not mad?" I bit my own lip.
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Make you mine |Randy|
FanfictionRye wasn't smiling nor was he playing a prank on Andy, He was dead serious and Andy could see it. Simply because that's his boyfriend of three years now. "What I mean is I'm breaking up with you". - "drive him mad and he'll come back to you" - "I'm...