/ i think i pushed you away somewhere between silent car drives and tear stained sheets / i was uncertain about so many things but christ, i was so sure about us and i am sorry i sank into sadness when i should have held on to you a little bit tighter / i am sorry i leaned on you when you were falling / i hope you never think of me / can you pretend i was just a bad dream / i wish i was special / you are so special / she will run away when you tell her / she will /
