Yoongi pov
We've been dating for about 6 month, and I asked her to move in to my apartment. At first, she refused my request. I tried to persuade her that I wouldn't force her to anything she doesn't like and finally she agreed to move in.
"So baby..you will sleep here, with me..," I put her luggage down and started to loading her clothes in the closet.
"B-but...I'm not ready..," she shuttered.
"Look...you don't have to worry. I will not doing anything to you unless you are ready for it, okay? I want you to stay with me because I love you so much. and I want you to be by my side all the time," I said as I kissed her on her forehead.
"O-okay..,"
"Okay, everything is done. So now we go downstair and have a dinner together. I made a spagethi for you. Let's go baby,"
After we finish our dinner, I took her to our shared and asked her to pick up a movie to watch, and guess what? She picked " Maze Runner: The Death Cure". God! This girl wasn't romantic at all. But still I love her. When the movie started to play, she was focusing until I pull her close to me. She always looked at me, feeling uncomfortable when I was playing with her beautiful long hair. She pulled my hand away and hugged a pillow. I was suprised to see at her reactions. I tried another way. I rested my chin on her shoulder and wrapped my hands around her waist.
"Yoo-Yongi...what are you doing?" she moved her face away from mine and looked at me, confused.
"Nothing, in case you are cold,"
"No I'm not. Can you please stop hugging me?" I sighed.
"Okay, I'm sorry..," I was dissapointed but but in the same time I must respect her. I laid beside her and not too long I fall asleep.
I woke up when I heard a sobs next to me. I turned my body and I saw she laid backfacing me. I could see her shoulder was shaking.
"Baby..what's wrong?" I turned her body to face me. Her eyes was swollen and her nose was red. She must had been crying for a long time.
"Hey...why are you crying? It is because of the movie?" she shoke her head.
"I'm scared..," she said in her crack voice.
"What make you scared baby?"
" I've been thinking you will leave me because I'm not a perfect girl for you.. I don't know how to make you happy, I don't know how to react when you touch me..," she cried, again.
"No..no baby.. don't ever think I will leave you. I love who you are now and yet to be. Baby, look at me hmm? Love isn't about kissing, hugging or making love only, but it's also about respect. I respect in all your decision. We don't need to rush okay?" I wiped her tears with my thumbs and caressed her hair softly.
"Yoongi, can I hug you?" she asked in her whispering voice.
"Sure baby, come here," I pulled her closed tp me, wrapping my arms tightly as she rested her head on my chest.
"Now let's go to sleep. Good night baby. I love you,"
"Goodnight Yoongi. I love you too,"
