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Taking my life

Ship: Changlix 

Side Ships: Seungjin

Fluff? Angst? Smut?: Angst

Requested by -twinkyong only for giving me the ship and the category. 

"Dear my Lixie,

You are still on my mind to this day. Remember how this was the day was our first date? We went into a coffee shop, and ordered cakes and coffee. I remember exactly every single thing you said. You looked so... perfect. 

But, today, you seemed even happier when you were with him than me... Was I not good enough for you? I understand that, but I've heard from Jisung that you are going to be engaged to him.

What was his name again? H-Hyun? Something like that. I saw you, at the same coffee shop as our first date, laughing and smiling with him.  I couldn't help but smile, yet again, my heart suddenly aches. 

I'm sorry I couldn't make you as happy as he made you. "

Breaking News, a young man, who was identified by the name of Seo Changbin, found in his home, dead after consuming over 200 capsules of pills. The Police found his suicide note, and his diary, which they released out, it appears as if he had been writing to his lover. 

Felix felt the tears falling off of his face. Hyunjin hugged the boy, rubbing circles on his back.

"I-I told h-him t-to m-move on! I-I didn't w-want this t-to happen! Hyunjin, what do I-I d-do? W-we br-oke up...up 3 y-ears ago! W-why d-didn't C-changbin m-move on?!" Felix sobbed while he choked on his tears. 

"I know.. I know... but he already has done the deed. What else could happen? The same thing happened to Woojin...and...S-Seungmin," Hyunjin said, as the memories of his ex, Seungmin flooded through his mind. 

"Why does this happened to our friend group? I wish everything would go back to the way it was," Felix said, crying as he choked on his tears even more. 

"I know...I know...," Hyunjin said.

The letter that was released to the public said, 

"Dear Lixie, 

I hope you are going to build a family with him, okay? Stay strong, I might not be here, but can't you see? I finally moved on! Finally, for once in my life, I don't feel the pain anymore. Now, don't cry! See! I'm happy up here with Seungmin and Woojin! 

I actually found out the reason why you love him, and I am proud of him for that! He can make you smile and laugh more than I did for you. I'm so my baby Lixie...

From, your Binnie <3."

Oh my god, this is very sad. Our hearts go out to Mr. Seo's family and friends, especially the person he identified as 'Lixie'.

Hyunjin turned off the tv, trying to calm Felix, who was crying his heart out. 

And to be honest... Felix still loved him, and he still cared for Changbin.

(I cried while making this, my god-.)

The End~

December 18th, 2019

P.S, I didn't realize that I made this on Jonghyun's day. We miss you, angel.