“Shit” I cried looking at the mess I just made, I wish I could take back what I did…it was my last time.
“So much blood” I cringed pressing the towel on my wrist and swallowed hard, what did I just do???
I can’t take this back, usually it would have stop by now but it is just going and not stopping… I need to get my mom, but she never knew I use to do this to myself. As I wrapped the towel around my wrist I opened the door peeking into my room to find the window open, but I don’t remember leaving the-
“Faith” he got up off of the floor and walked over to me, as I was about to scream he placed his hands over my mouth pushing me up against the wall, “Shhh it’s fine, tell me what you ment today when you said that thing about Stacy?”
Brushing his hand off of my mouth, “Just go home Evan, I need to get my mom anyway” as I was about to move passed him he grabbed my wrist… the one that was hurt.
“What… what is this?” I almost cried from seeing his face turn soft.
“Evan-”
“You fucking promised you wouldn’t do this again!” tears falling slowly down my cheeks he rubbed them away, “Tell me… tell me why”
“He…he is still cheating on my mom, and I caught him talking to her; heard them talking about it last week when he told my mom how he went on a trip.”
Evans POV
He cheated on her? Again, when the fuck is he going to learn??? …and how did she know about Stacy?
“It won’t stop bleeding Evan, I need to sneek past my mom and you need to go.”
“You’re not driving by yourself I’m going to take you and that is final” she was about to protest but I didn’t have time by now her towel was dripping with blood, so I picked her up and threw her over my shoulder.
As I walked down holding her I made sure no one was in any of the rooms, but I couldn’t find anyone so I made it outside just in time without getting caught, or without Faith getting caught. Placing her on the passenger side of the car and running over to my side jumping in starting it up only seeing her looking up at me with a tiresome look, “Were you with Stacy when I wanted to hang out with you Evan??”
I could barely swallow, it would make her feel so bad and it was an accident and I was drunk.
*Flash Back*
I couldn’t believe this why would she make me feel this way, why did I kiss her?? I didn’t I stop myself I can’t grow feelings for her right away.. I don’t wanna hurt her?? I’ve never had a girlfriend really I always pushed them away and say to myself they weren’t good enough and they were all the same.
I don’t remember even pulling up to this party after leaving Faiths house… why didn’t I just go straight home??? Closing the door to my truck I walked to the entrance of the loud party and opened the door to see a fog of smoke flowing out “EVAN!” I heard a scream as I entered the room and then I seen her long blond hair, “I thought you were never going to come” she grinned playing with the hem of my shirt.
“Do you want a drink?? I’ll go grab you one” I didn’t get to answer before she disappeared, well she was one fucked up bitch.. but I do need to get my mind off of Faith for a bit just to think and then I can make my decision.
She didn’t come back to bring me back my drink so I grabbed myself a drink and headed up stairs looking for a room just to sit and have a drink. ‘Should I have stayed with Faith all of tonight??? I mean she is probably in a sad mod since her dad didn’t come home’ I thought I was going to take my mind off of her… god damn it. “you should call her at least and check on her it wouldn’t hurt”
I reached over placing my hand on the phone and then the door busted open to show a topless Stacy looking wasted, “Heeeyyy you disappeared on mee” she pouted closing the door then turned pulling her pants down.
“What are you doing Stacy?? Put your cloths back on” she grinned then pouted.
“Sorry I’m hot but here.. I brought your drink” she smiled handing it to me.
I might as well drink it I mean common I just wanna get wasted and forget, ripping the drink out of her hand I gulped it down and that was all I remembered.
“Good morning Evan” her soft voice entered my ears and I smiled feeling her kissing my face and looked at her brown hair that started to turn blond and her voice got more annoying as she talked and I relized that this wasn’t her… I didn’t spend the night with Faith… I slept with Stacy.
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