The chosen one

The truth

It's like if happiness returns to my face and every note I have learned, I feel her close to me.  Too bad Felix wouldn't let me out, because if Denil found me, he would come to pick me up and I wasn't ready yet to face him.
I needed to learn my new skills, my gifts. Because of that every night I went out hiding and find my time weapon: the music violin. I played for hours and hours and didn't move until I heard that angel voice of my mother that pulled my thoughts again and with little words she told me: "A well-played song calms the biggest beasts, so play with your heart and the time will be for you".
At that moment my anger turned to determination and all my fear turned to courage, because I felt she would be there with me and the time would be in my favor.
But despite living happy moments I would not stopped of think the day that I would go see her and how would I feel having her back because years passed since she had me on her arms on the last time but not realizing I was thinking out loud, I saw a shadow behind me. It was Felix who was looking at me with a big smile. He came close to me and with great sincerity asked me if I believed these stories that told me about my life. I replied that at first I didn't believe it, I thought it was just a joke and that everyone was lying to me.
He laughed and told me that for many people it could be a joke but for they it is a very serious matter because without my mother to keep equibrium in life, the number of disasters and destruction caused by Danil would continue to increase and if we did nothing and didn't made a decision, life on Earth could be extinguished.
These words had too much conviction shock me. It is like the days before it was just a joke and now it's a really important matter and could influenced life of other people who would destroy themselves. After all conversation with Felix, he said goodbye and went to his room. When he got there he told me that in the other day we would take a new step. I stayed without understood nothing about what they would talk I just smiled and agreed but in the deep, I could felt an anguish that he would felt, so without he would know I used my gift and back on time to understand more about his feelings. In the beginning, he was a messenger of time. He just took care of the good things like bornings. He could chose who would born. But he had a big deception on his life and carry with him big marks of sadness to finally met my mother that turns a big friend of him.
How I was very curious I decided to skip some parts of time on his story to came a important date for him. And I came to an important date that surprised me. It is the same date of my birth so I decided to see this memory but I stayed very scarier with what I saw.
I could not believed in what I saw! I stayed cold, my body shivered, my soul would frozen. I saw in these memory what would had exactly happens. My body was frozen and I stayed with fear.

How he would lie to me? What he wanted? Now everything made sense. Because of it that he never let me out. Because of it that he felt nervous when I was talking with my mother.
He made me believe on him, on his lies. I would tried to understand why he decided do that. He deceived me, how I could run, how I could escape. If he would found me, what could I do?
I woke up and stayed waiting for Felix told me the truth, the real reason I was there.
He treated me as usual but my curious look made him nervous because he knew that at any moment I could know the truth. I just didn't understand why he lied to me.
Hours passed away until the moment my curiosity came and took hold of me. I turned to Felix and asked:
- " You are my father, aren't you?"
Silence fell over the room, a chill touched Felix's soul. He was speechless and showed no reaction. He looked at me and with a simple gesture with him head he agreed that he was my father. But he said no one could know that because otherwise my mother's life would be in danger.
Then Felix told me to sit down and with small whispers he began to tell me how it all had started. Long time before I was born, Felix and my mother were a couple in love but they needed keep their love in secret.
My mother was promised in marriage to Denil, so that he would leave everyone in peace. Of course she didn't agree with this but it was a necessary thing.
Felix and Clark's passion was so strong that from that passion came a fruit: my born.
For Denil it was a big treason. He was unhappy with the situation so decided revenged with his own hands tried killed Felix and I. But my mother would never let that happen, so Denil took her as a punishment for treason.
And with this way that my story began, behind a forbidden love I was born. And I had to learn to survive in chaos.

Now that you know my story, I need to burn this diary so you won't be in danger too...

sometimes knowing too much is dangerous