I'm in love with my best friend

ch. 24

Yunho's pov

Silence, that was all that was in the car. She wouldn't even look at me, every time I would talk to her she would shake her head. I would feel tears building in my eyes but I wouldn't dare let them fall

We finally made it back to her house, she was about to get out but I grabbed her hand stopping her

"Where does this leave us?" I asked, even knowing the answer

"I think you fucking know the answer Yunho, WE'RE DONE!! It was great while it lasted!" her voice cracked

"Rose, can you please let-"

"Just save your breath, I knew you still had feelings for her. Why didn't you just tell me? So I could go on with my life?" she asked

She got out of the car and slammed the door on the way out, I watched her walk into her house. I let a tear slip but I wiped it off and drove home.

~Skip Car Ride~

I just sat in my car letting the tears fall like a waterfall. Every time I tried wiping my face, freshly new tears would stream done. I ruined everything by just shutting Hyuna up, I let Rose slip through my fingers. I felt everything with her like how movies or books describe love, that was only with one girl and that girl was Rose. The only girl that I could ask for. Her gorgeous red hair, her eyes that would sparkle when she's happy, her one million dollar smile, and her beautiful heart that no one can ever change. A sob escaped my lips, I licked my lips and tasting my salty tears. I wiped my tears away and got out of my car, I opened my door to my house and got in. I slid off my shoes and ran up the stairs to my room, I stripped down to my boxers and got in the covers. I BLINKed back some tears that were threatening to fall but I held them in, I turned to my side so I facing my bedside table and I looked at the pictures lined up together

The first one was me, Hyuna and Rose. We were at the beach with our families, that was the day we went on a boat together. That day we saw dolphins, sea lions, jellyfish, and sharks. I remembered how Rose was scared to be that close to a shark that she clung on to me for dear life, I smiled at that memory on how close we were

The next picture was Rose and me at a BTS concert, she and I were huge fans. We would talk about BTS so much that our parents finally got us tickets to see, Hyuna couldn't come because she was going to her grandparent's house. I remembered how excited Rose was to meet them too, we even got backstage passes. When Rose finally got to meet them, she started sobbing. BTS was her favorite kpop group and I bet they still are. 'You're so caring' BTS said to her, which made Rose even cry harder but she was still so happy, I smiled at the memory and my eyes moved to the last picture

It was me and Hyuna kissing before I moved, my mom took that picture but behind me and Hyuna was Rose running away. Running away because I basically broke her heart, the reason she didn't want to contact me back. I picked up the picture frame that had the picture inside and threw it against the nearest wall

My tears finally started flowing down my cheeks, I broke her heart and I probably might not get her back. I crawled back into bed not thinking about the broken glass that was across my room, I laid my head on my pillow and I was out like a light.