I'm in love with my best friend

ch. 8

Rose's pov

I was walking with Yunho to my house and he wanted to see my parents again. I should be upset with him but It happened 4 years ago. I need to let my feelings for him go away and focus on my relationship with Taemin

Who am I trying to fool? I still have strong feelings for Yunho since I first saw him in the class. My feelings for him washed other me like it was raining on me and I love him and I never stopped

My relationship with Taemin is good and all, but I don't have the same feelings I have for Yunho. I have to break up with Taemin and I don't want to lead him on but maybe I can make Yunho jealous. No no no no no!! AAAHHHHHHH! Rose what are you thinking!!?? You can't just do that and plus Yunho already asked out Hyuna and of course, she said yes

I'm so stupid, Why would Yunho want to go out with me anyway? Hyuna is beautiful and pretty, she perfect brown hair, pale skin, and perfect nails all the time. The thing is that she could stop wearing clothes that are seriously made for 4-year-olds and lose the mask that she so calls makeup. Also, her personality sucks.

"So, you changed a bit, Rose" he commented, making me lose my thoughts

"Yeah, I guess" thinking of me 4 years ago with those horrible glasses

I heard him chuckled

"You guess? You really changed Rose but you were always beautiful 4 years ago. Now, I think you're still beautiful but just more. Like you're gorgeous!!" he smiled at me

"Well, I just wanted to change up my look" I shrugged

"Here's my house, same as ever" I giggled

He smiled at me and followed me into my house, I closed my door and slipped off my shoes.

"Eomma?"

"In the kitchen!!" I heard my eomma yell

I grabbed his hand and pulled him into the kitchen. I hope my eomma remembers him, We reached the kitchen to find my eomma baking brownies and making dinner. I licked my lips wanting to have one of her delicious brownies and she looked up from the stove and her eyes lit up

"Yunho? is that you?" she asked, surprised

"Hi Mrs.Kim," he said with a little WAVE

She came around the kitchen and hugged him while he let go of my hand to hug back my mom. They pulled away and he grabbed my hand again. I looked at him confused and he just smiled. I turned away so he wouldn't see me blush. I can't blame myself for still having feelings for him.

"I'm glad you're back, Yunho!! You can eat some brownies then do whatever you want" my mom told us

I turned to face Yunho

"You can go ahead in the living room, I'll get the brownies!!" I told him

He nodded and let go of my hand and got my bag to bring in the living room. I grabbed a plate from the cabinet and piled it with brownies for me and Yunho

"Are you and Yunho a thing?" my mom whispered to me so Yunho wouldn't hear

"아니 (no) eomma, he wouldn't go out with me remember and plus he's with Hyuna!!" I told her sadly.

"Seriously?? with that girl!!"

 I nodded and walked to the fridge to get milk. I poured in the milk into 2 cups and placed them on the tray

"Yeah I know but Hyuna is beautiful eomma. Even though she has a lot of makeup, I can't compete with her beauty" I told her before making my way into the living room

I know I will never be as beautiful as the girls at my school.