𝕄𝕪 ℍ𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕄𝕣. ℂ𝕙𝕖𝕗

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 4 - 𝖘𝖙𝖚𝖕𝖎𝖉 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌𝖘

Jin's POV

What's going on with me?

These past few days has really been messing with me...

First at the park...

She was there, sitting on one of the benches...

Suddenly everything went mute and only my heart was heard.

Her hair being played by the wind as cherry blossoms fell...

She looked pretty but her expression was troubling me...

She looked gloomy and her eyes spoke tired...

I watched as she shook her head before walking away.

"she's leaving again..." I thought before being pulled back to reality by my friend.

Then at the kitchen...

I smirked as I saw her, already imagining what fun I would have teasing her.

We bickered as usual, she walked away as usual.

But why did I follow her?

Why did I decide to stand behind her wih little to no distance?

Why did I want to get closer to her?

She was flustered and red.

I could see it oh so clearly...

The way her eyes was lost and panicked,
The way she gulped,
The way her lips parted,

I could see it clearly...

It was giving me the urge to lean closer. It was as if I was drunk and had no control. But I resisted the urge to enclose the space between our lips, instead, just went to her ear.

Questions were flying out of my mouth like tap without a filter.

She never gave me a clear answer though...

She just walked away from me again...

The day at the coffee shop...

I had no idea why but watching her with another guy...

Felt like an arrow straight to my heart only to be taken out and stabbed at me a hundred times more...

Then after she got hurt...

"Are you blind Aithne? Or are you THAT dense??" I asked furiously not knowing what I even meant.

"I-"

I what?? What was I going to tell her??
What was I saying earlier??

It has been keeping me all night, my own actions confusing me the more I think about it.

I don't know why I've been doing everything I've done...

Not only with the incidents I've said but just in general...

I noticed how I've been observing her every move. Paying attention to every single detail and sometimes, even forgetting to I'm in class.

From the way she played with her pen when she was bored to the way her hands fumbled when she was worried or nervous.

The way she used her cuteness to get something she wants or the way she smirked whenever she had the opportunity to blackmail someone.

Heck even the way her cheeks puff up when she gets upset or how her eyes shrinked when she smiled so happily.

Or maybe I know why...

I just don't want to admit it

𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚞𝚠𝚞♡