rest my head

I missed that smile

So when i got home my life was a living hell, with constant hugs from my mom and i got a few texts from that stalker Harry guy but beyond that i was fine my head hurt a little but yea.

TEXTS

Harry " hey person i just hit in the head a few hours ago"

Me "oh god you really are a stalker"

Harry " no i just think you are a great person"

Me " you dont even know me your just a hopeless romantic"

Harry " what does that mean i honestly don't know "

Me "it means that you have no chance of getting a depressed person I wouldn't date a person like you, let me guess you are popular and girls hit on you all the time"

Harry " oh well even if there is 99 percent chance I'm not going to end up with you there is always 1 percent hope and plus what is it like to be depressed you know not trying to make you feel bad but not many people are depressed in this town so like whats it like???"

Me " well its like drowning but everyone around you is breathing perfectly fine, or screaming your lungs out in crying but no one will ever hear and yea its ok just not fun, i kinda miss my smile"

Harry " not to jump the gun but i would like to take you out on a date please it would be worth it and if you don't like it then I wont bother you again."

I stared at my phone for a little bit then answered.

Me " yea ok my address is 1234 Mildred street see you Friday at 6"

And for a very long time I smiled and I loved the feeling but then i saw my life, and where i was. I startes to cry and questioned why did this have to happened to me. Why couldn't i be a pretty girl with a thigh gap instead of looking like a fat cow. But then a sharp blade made it all better.

ok i know that most of this chapter was made of texts but next chapter is the date thanks for reading -lacey