[DISCONTINUED] When I saw you... (RusAme fanfic)

Chapter 9~ •Despair•

hehee.... Hi guys. Ik ik the last chapter, eeehh it was intense. But its chapter 9 now, well enjoy. (Btw this chap may be confusing and all over the place)

(Still at their houses)
(Russia's POV)
"Please let this just be a nightmare". I lay in my bed, thoughts filling my mind. Why would she do that to him?! I thought she loved him... well I guess love him enough to drug him. I make my way downstairs, "DAD I need to ask you something.", "what is is Russia?" he responded. "How... do I cure a love potion?" I said, hesitantly. "Oh... uhmmm why do you ask?".

(USSR's POV)
"Oh... uhmmm why do you ask?", " b-because, my..... c r u s h was drugged by my from-now-on-rival." I could see tears pricking at the corner of his eyes as he spoke. "I KNEW YOU LIKED SOMEONEEE HAH" Ukraine yelled, "NOT THE TIME UKRAINE >:C" I sigh, "Oh... I know you might not want to tell me but who is she?" I asked politely, "you don't have to tel- "ITS A BOY NOT A GIRL!" I froze, now he was full on sobbing. Oh, right he's bi. "Oh.. eheheeeee... Ok umm, I only know a bit about potions and breaking spells, but for a love potion? I'm not very sure..." I sadly stated. "fine I'll figure it out myself!" "W-wait! Russia!" but he stomped off. I need to help him, I remember keeping a book on potions. I rush to my room and rummage around. "Aha! I found it." I congratulated myself. I ran to his room and found him staring out his window at his desk, writing something. "knock knock Russia... I think I have a special book for you..." ...no response. "I'll just leave it here.. also dinner's soon, please come down and eat." I lay the book gently on his bed and go down to prepare dinner. I have never seen him so sad before... I only wished he could tell me who he was trying to get. Oh well.

(America's POV)
At least I can be thankful that my body does regular things like my daily routine, but for some reason I feel like I'm slowly losing my mind... literally. It can't be.. can it? Is this potion eventually going to take over my mind?! I hate my life now... I can only dream of my old life... now everything is gone.. and its all Japan's fault. God I despise her now. If I could control my body again, I would slap her, hard. I felt something just right now, ...tears? I lose my train of thought and focus on my body. Its seems as tho Im... crying? Wait... thats it! my bad thoughts is chipping at the spell. I think I managed to chip a little tho :( I can only control my eyes right now. "Wtf why am I crying?" my arms went up to frantically wipe my tears. Then Canada walked in, "Hey Ame, you feeling alright? You... seem off." "Im perfectly fi-ine" as my body frustratingly continued to wipe my eyes. "Oh, ok then.." then he left. It feels like my body is split into 2 people, and the potion isn't really happy with me. Well what do I do now? I-I'm not good with negativity but its the only way to break this spell, unless there is another way I guess.

(Japan's POV)
"Ughhhh mom! I was soooo close to staying at America~senpai's house! Why do you need me!" I groan as I got in. She was frantically running around, "Uh mo- "Japan! I should have never helped you make that potion." she said, genuinely worried. "W-why do you.. say?" I have never seen her so worried. "This senpai of yours! This potion is going to emotionally and physically damage his life! And if ever cured... he will live on... with the eternity of hatred against you. if he is unlucky from being saved..." she stopped. "W-what..?" I felt tears "saved.. w-what mom? you need to tell me!" I begged for answers. "...he...die..stress.." she mumbled. "huh?" "he will die from trauma and stress." she said sharp and clearly in my ears. W-what? no.. no... if America dies, i-its my... fault. Streams of tears flow down my face slowly as I whimper. "W-what d-do I do mom." she didn't respond, instead she left me standing, in pure shock, fear, sadness, and confusion.

(Russia's POV)
Yea right. As if a book could help me. I skim down the table of contents and find love potion, page 53. Alrighty... "yay woohoo for meee.." I thought sullenly and sarcastically. First you.... then you... then...... YOU WHAT!? I- wait. Ok Russia ok just think. You found the cure but you don't know if you can do it. How do I even manage?!? AaaHHhhH I can't. Suddenly I heard.. humming, outside. I look up from the book and there I see a tear-stained faced America, scrolling through his phone. He's... been crying? Looks like he's not busy so I should try out this "c u r e". I walk over and knock, Canada answers. "Oh hey Russia." he said, "Hey Canada" I respond. "Is America home? I want to... talk to him." "oh uh yeah sure... he's upstairs." he was hesitant. I took my leave and went up to America's room. Without knocking, I barge with the lingering anger I have. "Wth man, Russ what are you doing in here? Wait you want to talk bad about my gf right? don't cha?" He stood up. (about to throw hAnDs jk jk) I swiftly pin him against his desk, holding his wrists above his head. As time ticked by slowly our faces got red and redder every passing second. I really can't believe that this is the cure, to have another kiss the victim. Can't be Japan, she made the potion.... a-and plus I want to do this. He was trying to squirm out of my grip the, ... *BAM* (Pazazazazaaa lol idk anymore I think Im going insane) I bash my lips against his. (and when he thinks "bash" its more of a smush together but oOoOoooOoooooOh they're kiIisSsSINgGg)

(America's POV)
D-Did Russia j-just? I I uhhh.. Suddenly I felt a sharp pain throughout my body and I hear a faint, "NO WHATS HAPPENING?!? NO MY POWeer-...." then followed by silence. "Aahh... w-what happened? Russia?" I stare at him calmly collecting myself. "Heyyyy there Ame- UMM BE RIGHT bAaCK (voice crAAaack) TISSuuUe!" I watched as he ran out my room. He actually.. kissed me! I suddenly realized I've become a blushing mess. He came back.. "I feel light headed" I thought. Then I blacked out. (A few hours laterr)

I woke up in shock. "Aah!... Oh pheww I'm okay" I look beside me and there resting his head against my lap at the side of my bed, Russia. Aw cute... w-wait, am "I" catching feelings f o r R-Russia?? U-uhmm... I mean.. I guess I really didd smmkaj... (What did you say Hmm?) I said i really disnnanan... (Hmm? what was thaaat?) I SAID I REALLY DID LIKE THAT KIS- WHY AM I SHOUTING AT THE AUTHOR?! WHY AM I BREAKING THE 4TH WAAALLLL AAAAAH HELP meeee... T^T

Ahahahaha lel this chapter was a long one :P My highest word record, 1246 words! wowowoow I kinda just ended this chapter with a happy moment. I hope you enjoyed UωU I enjoyed writing this (kinda I guess) Well have a nice day!
-J