I'm not gay

I swear

Kevin's POV

Okay let me start this out with saying...I'm not gay. I swear, like I mean I've never looked at any male in any way suggesting that I like them. I'm not homophobic, and I don't have anything against gay people. I just simply am not. Now that you know that let's start from the beginning.

So let me begin with how I met all of my closest friends, aka the most amazing people ever.

Maeve and I have been neighbors since 1st grade. We always went over to each others' house whenever we could. My mom always thought I liked her. Like she's pretty and all, but I don't think I could ever look at her in that way. I was around the age of 16, and my mom would always ask if me and Maeve were dating. I've never dated anyone before. Actually now that I think about it, I've never liked anyone before.

I have been jealous of a few guys because they have girlfriends, or at least I think that's why I was jealous. But I have never dated anyone, so whenever my mom asked I always replied with the same thing, "Nope. Never. Stop asking." Did she ever stop, no. Now I'm 17 and I still get asked that like every week. Maeve always teases me about never having a girlfriend, but I'll get one when I like one.

Now how I met Marcus, well Maeve had been friends with him for like a month and would not stop talking about how she had finally had a gay best friend. I was getting really annoyed cause she was making him seem like an object. Just because he's gay doesn't mean that's all he is. So I told her what I just told you. She got mad at me for like a day.

Eventually she apologized and said she wanted me and Marcus to meet. She planned a day for us three to hangout. When I first saw him I swear my jaw was on the floor. There was just something about him, he was confident and ho- I mean attractive. Not attractive like I would date him, cause I'm not gay, but like attractive where if you walked in a room he would be The first person you look at.

Anyways we went to see a movie and then we went to a restaurant. It was actually a great day. Fast forward four years and now we are the closest friends out of the group.

Now Jamie, well that's an interesting story. Three years ago Maeve started dating him, he got really close to us but then they broke up, why you may ask. Because he thought she was cheating on him with me. That's right ME of all people it had to be me. She tried to tell him that we were just friends but he wouldn't believe her after about four months he apologized she told him she only wanted to be friends. So he started to hangout with us. Now all four of us are the closest friends ever.

So now that you know all of that let's go back to yesterday.

I woke up at 5:35 like I do every day. I took a shower and got changed. I went downstairs and my mom had already left for work so today I had to find something to eat. I just grabbed a bagel and popped it in the toaster. I always watch it and I'm not gonna lie I always jump a little when it pops up. I took it out of the toaster and grabbed my book bag and just in time Maeve knocked I headed out of the house and we started walking down the street towards Jamie's house.

We always picked him up first since he was the closest. After we waited like ten minutes he finally came out " jeez dude what the fuck took you so long?" Maeve asked. You could tell she was pissed she wasn't really a morning person and she didn't get happy till like ten. "Sorry my mom was yelling at me." Jamie didn't have the best relationship with his mom but she was caring once in a while. "Whatever." Maeve must have been in a really bad mood or something. We started walking to Marcus's house after like 5 minutes we got there and he was already waiting on his porch for us.

"Sorry we're late Jamie was taking to long" I told Marcus "Hey! It's not my fault I get yelled at for absolutely nothing" Jamie almost shouted "Shut the fuck up you're gonna wake everyone up and still it's you're fault if we are late to the first Friday of our senior year" Maeve said "okay let's not argue already and just get to school" Marcus said calmly. For some reason I always smile because of him I think that's why we're so close. I couldn't imagine not being friends with him.

After like ten minutes we got to school and it was 7:00. Great only ten minutes to get to my locker and then get to first hour on the other side of school thanks a lot Jamie. Somehow I made it to first hour right before the bell rang. I got to my seat and my friend Sam tapped me on the shoulder. I turned around and said, "what?" "Liam is having a party at 8 after school today you can bring your friends" sam told me. I was surprised Marcus hadn't told us yet cause Liam was his twin. They never really hung out or anything but I'm assuming Liam told Marcus about the party.

Finally it was lunch time I don't have any of my classes before lunch with my friends so I always looked forward to lunch. I got to the cafeteria and saw Marcus and Maeve sitting down at our normal table I walked over and sat down. "Hey Kevin" Maeve half shouted "hi Maeve hi Marcus" I said " hey Kevin" he replied with his usual bubbly attitude "oh yea Marcus sam told me Liam was having a party tonight why didn't you tell us" just as I said that Jamie sat down next to Maeve and said loudly "what party, are we going?" "Oh shit I totally forgot yea Liam said to invite you all" Marcus said

"Yay a party all of you are coming over my house to get ready at 6 okay" Maeve replied. I guess whatever was happening this morning was fine now. "Okay I guess" Jamie said. I just nodded and Marcus looked very excited.

After school I walked home with them and Maeve dropped me off at my house. I went inside and my mom asked me "are you and Maeve dating. Like usual I replied with "nope. Never. Stop asking" she just shook her head and walked to her room. I headed towards my room to pick out the outfit I was gonna wear tonight I checked the time and it was 3:30 so I had some time to kill. I plugged in my earbuds and put them in my ears and played my favorite songs playlist. I laid on my bed listening to music and I don't know how long I had been like that but eventually I fell asleep.

When I woke up I looked at my phone and it was 5:30 so I jumped out of bed got changed and fixed my hair. I put on my shoes told my mom bye and ran out of the house. I got to Maeve's house at 5:49 I felt relieved cause she gets very mad when I'm late.

I knocked on the door after a minute she opened it and said "finally I thought you were gonna be late, Jamie and Marcus are already hear." I walked in and me and her walked up the stairs to her room. Whenever we hung out we always went to Maeve or Marcus's house because they were both very wealthy.

When I entered her room Jamie had been telling Marcus about his new hookup. Ever since Maeve and him broke up he had begun sleeping with random girls in the school. "I really don't care about girls Jamie" I heard Marcus say. I sat down on the bed next to Marcus and said " hey Marcus am I the dd (designated driver) tonight" I usually was cause I didn't drink a lot at party's so I would always be the one to drive home it kinda sucks though cause I never get to drink.

"No Jamie is because we all agree you need a break tonight" Marcus replied. I was surprised because Jamie was usually the one who always got the most drunk. "Oh finally I get to drink" I said excitedly. "Just don't get to drink where you end up sleeping with a guy, happened to me once. Not the best experience of my life" Jamie said. Honestly I wasn't surprised he had told a lot of weird stories about getting drunk. "I did that too it was a great experience" Marcus said. "Is that how you found out you were gay" Jamie said jokingly "no that's when I found out that being gay was the best thing that has ever happened to me" Marcus said.

We hung out for a little until it was 8:30 and we left. Jamie drove us to the party and when we got to Liam's and Marcus's house there was a lot of people there. Marcus and I walked to the kitchen to get drinks. When we got there, there was a lot of people there. We grabbed what we wanted and just talked and occasionally went back to refill our drinks at some point me and Marcus went to his room and that is all I remember. Now you are all caught up.

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Okay so that was the first chapter I hope you liked it I'm not the best but I tried :)
I think that it's mainly gonna just be Kevin's POV but I'm not sure it might never be anyone else's I think I might just make the whole story in Kevin's POV