call out my name /sterek

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I remember everything. 

I remember, how I was possessed by Nogitsune. I know, that I was trapped in my own head, but still it's on my hands blood of innocence people. I knew then, that I become a murder and nothing will be good anymore. 

I've been marked evil.

I remember, how Oni killed Allison. I remember my friend's tears and my own. I remember you green, sad eyes, when you told me, that it's not my fault. 

I remember the end of Nogitsune, but my death don't come. Honestly? I spend a lot of time, thinking to kill myself. But you always saved my life. 

Fuck. Sometimes I hate you for that. 

You cared about me. You loved me. We thought, that we can make something; something beautiful, good and permanent; that we coudn't break this relationship by who we are and what we survived. 

I remember. You remember too, right, Derek? 

I hated you for saving my life. 

Then I trying to love you. 

It's ends that you hate me now.