Amber liu Imagines

Confessing

Sadly based off of a true story that occurred recently, but I already knew it was coming so I'm not that affected :) But it still hurts so yeah... but hey it got me in the mood to write so that's is good haha also the fact that i'm listening to slow bts songs is making me want to write shit for once lmao

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Y/N's POV:

It was a regular day at school, i had broken up with my boyfriend 3 weeks ago and I was honestly feeling a lot more better. I felt better and didn't feel tied down. It wasn't that he was bad, but we just didn't have much in common and I fell for someone else. Plus he was liking someone else the entire time and would always talk about how girls kept confessing to him after we started dating and I got tired of hearing it all. I was way over it and him. My eyes were only set on one person. And that was Amber... you might ask who is Amber. She was the most prettiest girl in school, or at least in my eyes. But she never saw herself in that way. We were good friends and both hella gay, all of her friend's thought we were dating. I wished we were, but that will never happen cause she liked her best friend who had her eyes set on another girl as well. At first it was fine hearing about this friend of hers because we were never gonna have a chance together anyway, but the feelings grew and I just couldn't help myself at that point.

 I walked into fourth period, which is my favorite because she was in this period. We sat down and were just talking and all of a sudden the topic of crushes came up. 

"No one has ever told me they have liked me, I doubt anyone has a crush on me" Amber says looking away.

"Don't say that... how would you know if no one had a crush on you, they could be keeping it a secret." I said reassuring.

"Puh-lease. Those chances are 0% because i'm ugly and no one likes girls who look like me." 

"Oh shut up, I think you look cute the way you are." I replied rolling my eyes.

The conversation continued and she mentioned having a crush on someone new.. I ended up mentioning my crush and she looked surprised. APPARENTLY she had thought my ex and I were still together, even though I told her about it the day of. From there on she kept questioning and asking and I finally blurted a hint.

"FINE, it's a girl, jeez are you happy?" 

"Wait is she in our grade?" Tilting her head, more interested.

"Yes, now no more hints." I said heart racing hella fast.

Amber looked at me deeply and then started listing girls, later then mentioning herself, but then dismissing the fact because she knew that wasn't possible. I couldn't help myself, once I heard her say no to her own self I honestly cracked.

"How come not you?" I asked.

"What do you mean? I mean it can't actually be me." Amber replies laughing.

"Oh.. how come though?" 

"It just isn't possible." She said turning back to the teacher who had just stared talking.

My heart just broke. I wanted to tell her, but how would she react? I felt as though I was going to die and I think my heart pulse just increased. The time passed by and a couple minutes before the bell rang I turned to Amber and looked her in the eye. 

"It's you." I said cringing slightly, but also dying.

(A/N: cheesy I know lol)

"Huh?" Amber looked back confused.

"The girl I like is you." 

"Wait... really? You are joking right?"

"No... I'm not really joking. I'm being serious." I replied.

"I don't believe you, you are seriously joking. No one likes me." She said once more.

"Well too bad cause I do." I quickly stated before grabbing my stuff and leaving.

Was it that hard for her to believe that I liked her? Like I didn't find it that weird. That day was the most weirdest for me cause it happened so subtly in freaking P.E. like what the actual fuck.....

-Time Skip-

     It has been 2 days since that day and I haven't talked to Amber since. She still finds it hard to believe that someone likes her. But today I won't stand for the silence. I have fourth period with her today and I'm planning to get something out of her. I walked into class and acted as normal and casual as possible. This time we were getting a free day so we could do whatever we wanted. Amber finally turned and spoke to me. We discussed what happened and I told her I don't care at this point cause I knew she didn't like me anyway so. And everything went back to the way it was, or at least slightly the exact same. She kept mentioning her new crush as the days went by and I got annoyed. Was I jealous? YES, but who could blame me? My crush who I confessed to was sitting next to me talking to me about her crush problems and how she has a huge crush on this girl and how it is so toxic cause they aren't even close and all I can do is just listen and be a good friend. Cause I don't wanna ruin that for us. 

     But it really does hurt, a lot. And during these days she has said a few things, that I know weren't meant in the way I took it, but still felt like that is what she meant, like when I saw her in the hallway and was going to hug her and she didn't move and I said, "Bruh are you really not going to hug me back?" and she said "Bro i'm never gonna like you." in a jokingly tone meaning about something else. Like ouch, that stung. Amber is still my crush and she will be for a while cause my feelings have increased by too much, but I have accepted my fate. Although she teases me and plays with me and makes me have hope, I learned to just give it up. 

    It has officially been a whole two weeks since I confessed to her and I was done with her playing with me. 

"Amber, I want you to stop. You have a crush on that girl, so go to her. Stop playing with me, you know I like you, you doing this isn't helping me," I stated, "I just wanna know why? Why are you doing this to me?" 

"I just like teasing you." She replied chuckling.

"But why? I seriously want you to stop. You don't even like me. You keep playing with my heart Amber. Just stop." I told her.

"Ok, I'm sorry, I won't say pick-up lines to you or hold your hand and all that. I promise i'll only do those after I start liking you." She said looking genuine.

I mean I really wanted to know when that day was, but of course why the hell would I tell her that. 

"Thanks. I got to go now, I have practice, but I'll see you tomorrow." smiling slightly, I got my bags and headed out.

Amber still currently likes the girl and hey not all stories...

[A/N: orrrrr imagines in this case ;))] 

...can have a happy ending. But hopefully one day there will be. We will just have to wait and see. Until then. Wish me luck :) 

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The END YALL that was intense for me to write. I was so fired that I wrote this on my computer this time hahaha. I promised yall a long imagine and so you guys have got it. Yes this story is true, but it's life so oh well, and on the bright side I got a idea out of it, so yee yee. Anyway how has your guys' year been? Mines been interesting haha, I still can't believe our decade is almost over and it is gonna be 2020 soon. AHHHH plus I have finals this week so Good luck to all of you students in my place right now who are dying from the studying for this week of hell. Everyone get a good nights rest and eat well!! Love you all! Have an amazing rest of your day and see you soon!!  Byeeeeeee <3