You come to me and just say that what we have done together is just the experiment, and you wanna how you feel with it; nothing is serious and I should take it for granted. There is a saying ''said is easier than done''; you tell me to forget everything, yet how fucking can I do that when you-are-my-everything-first.
Being told to focus on present and future but what I can do is to picture those moments with you; you can never be my past.
You are the one who start and end without asking for my permission. My heart keeps craving for you and your name keeps repeating on my head though I try to shut that fucking shit off my mind.
You gave me the last kiss and turned to walk away without looking back and that's why you had no ideas how depressed and miserable I was since that moment. Standing under the rain but felt salty drops of rains and tears as mixture. Your shadow kept blurring until I didn't see it anymore. Never had I thought we walked and reached this path that we needed to cross the separate ways; my future and yours turned to be contradicted. Never had I regretted of loving you; never had I doubted our love was insecure but still I didn't expect to be in that way. It happened and if I could have turned back time, I would still choose to fall for you from deep of my heart, babe!
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Surroundings
PoesieThis book is about short-written stories happening around young people or some people are going through in at least one phase of life.
