Cerys pov-
Rita sat with me, her body language hesitant, holding my hands and squeezing them firmly (firm like roddys chode). She began to mumble-
"We..we used to be house rats together-"
I was startled, shocked, I didn't know what to say...I weakly stuttered
"W-what are you talking about i can't remember??"
"I know you can't"
I was so confused.....She began to tell me the whole story..
"Yes cerys we used to be house rats together until...until I got jealous of you...and uhm...bit you-"
"YOU WHAT??"
i was fuming
"Cerys let me explain-I was so jealous of you...you were so pretty and our owner favored you, so I bit you out of spite..Then I got flushed away because of it, my aggressive actions, and it only got worse from there..then you were flushed away because you were injured and they couldn't take care of you, when I saw you in the sewer, all of my passive aggressiveness, my built up rage, I couldn't help it. I beat the living shit out of you..."
I was in shock, things started to
make sense-
"and that's how I lost my memory.."
"yes cerys i'm so sorry, I couldn't stop myself, when I was flushed away I became so depressed..until a new family adopted me..i was so happy i thought things were starting to look up, but yet again things took a turn for the worst"
she began to tear up, i felt so bad, like it was my fault, she continued to stutter-
"the parents that adopted me- they- they-"
she burst into tears and i budge up to her and wrap my arm around her shoulder
"they couldn't conceive..so they used me"
At this point she was hysterically crying, snot dripping and spit dripping down her face,
I pulled her in firmly for a hug
"They continued and continued"
I saw her begin to clench her fists
"Rita, i'm so sorry.."
"It's ok it's not your fault"
"I can't help but feel like it is"
"It's not trust me-"
She grabbed my hand to reassure me
"Anyway, what happened to you when you lost your memory, i remember taking you to a new city and abandoning you"
"well...i ended up homeless with no money, family, i didn't know what to do, it was such rough city, i ended up at a brothel at the age of 14..."
I started to cry.
"Cerys i'm so sorry"
"No, don't be, after 3 years of working as a prostitute, a frog came and he, he had a gun and... and he started shooting everyone in sight, i was the only one left alive, i thought i was in the clear, but he f-found me and he....raped me"
I looked down, ashamed. Rita hugged me.
"I thought nothing of it, I just wanted to move on from it and forget it, i had no money, i lived at the abandoned brothel, i entered a life of crime, eventually it occurred to me that...i was..pregnant. With his baby."
I started sobbing. Rita rubbed my back and asked
"Do you know his name??"
"i think he said it was the toad"
She turned red with anger..she stood up and shouted as she ran for the door
"i'm going after that cunt"
I grabbed her hand,
"wait!"
she sat back down, and i continued to say
"I coat hangered it...but it didn't work, i gave birth on my 18th birthday, i left the mutant baby rat frog attempted abortion at a random persons doorsteps and fled to this city..and that's when i met you and roddy"
"i'm so sorry cerys, i didn't know, and i was so horrible to you, i will avenge you, i'm going to kill the frog"
again she stood up and went for the door
"please don't get hurt Rita"
"I know what i'm doing cerys"
She grabbed a gun and left slamming the door behind her...so now i knew everything...i don't know how to handle all of this...
