𝕂𝕖𝕟𝕫𝕚𝕖'𝕤 𝕁𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝

Where I've been

Hi
As you know I've been gone very often now
I want to be honest with you all.
I'm struggling.
I'm struggling in school and I'm struggling with life.
As you know a few months ago my best friend passed away.
Everyday seems to get harder and it gets hard to function every day.
I struggle with motivation to keep going and it's becoming harder.
I miss him more than anything and he held me together.
I can't keep myself together.
People say it's a cry for help but to me it's me telling the truth.
I act like I'm ok and it's probably the hardest thing I do.
But I'm going to stay strong because I can't let myself fall.
So I'm going to go forward.
I'm going to stay strong.
For my friends
My family
My best friend.
For you all.
I'm writing this not for attention, not because I want pity, but because I want people to know that depression is no joke and we're all in this together.
I'm here for you just like you're here for me.
I want to be your light.
I want you to stay strong...for me.
Just like how I promise to stay strong for you.
So I promise to stop.
I promise to stop hating myself.
I promise to get better.
I promise to get help.
I promise to love myself.
But I want you to promise me you'll do the same.
It might be hard but we can do it together.
I love you and you're outstanding and perfect the way you are.
Love,
Bee