Summer Love (ElsaMaren)

Some Sisterly Support

"Elsa, we promised. I'm here for you, if something is bothering you, you can tell me." Elsa was gazing outside the window of her room again. She took a shaky breath before turning around to see Anna sitting on her bed patting the space beside her.

"It's just..." She started walking towards the bed.".... yeah something is bothering me."

"Okay..." Anna gave her a warm smile."Wait, did something happen in the Enchanted Forest? Are you guys okay?"

"No, the forest is doing great and we're all doing fine..."

"Oh...that's great...so what is it?" Anna couldn't think of something so serious that Elsa would be bothered at. It got her worried as to what it is.

This was harder than she thought. She was already feeling anxious and she haven't even said anything in particular. The more she prolonged on confessing the heavier was the weight on her chest. Everything in her right now was contrary.

She wanted to tell Anna but at the same time she doesn't. Something pushes her to go for it yet something also is pulling her from telling. It was a war within her.

"Honestly, I-I don't know where to start..." Elsa laughed nervously.

Anna took her hand and squeezed it. She gave Elsa an assuring smile,"Just one step at a time."

"Anna...I..."

As ironic as it is but the Ice Spirit is sweating. ((She is in a physical form though so she really would.))

"I'm..."

"Elsa, whatever it is, you got me okay?"

Elsa hesitated then sighed. "Anna, I'm...

...I actually forgot what it was." Elsa looked looked away.

Elsa stared at her sister remembering what they have been through for the past few years. Years where they both missed out each other and grew apart. It was painful to think that this moment could end it all again. She was scared. How could she risk it all?

She just can't.

Then there was silence.

Until Anna spoke again. Her voice was soft as if she was whispering the words.

"Look Elsa," she started." I'm not forcing you to open up but you know...sometimes I feel like I still don't know you. We've missed so much about each other, and it's not our fault. But I'm thankful that we still got the chance to make it up for each other..."

Elsa listened with tears in her eyes, she could hear the pain in her sister's voice. Anna was opening up about what she missed in her childhood. They were both derived from having their sister's support on things they should have been doing together.

"...ever since we were little, I followed you around but you're always pushing me away. You keep building this wall between us. It just feels like you don't want me around. That's what you kept on doing, and I don't blame you. Our parents did what they thought was best. But no, shutting people out and concealing what you truly feel or what you're going through only worsen it.  After all these years, I'm not sure if I know you at all."

Hearing her little sister's words was tearing her heart. Nevertheless, she felt that she needed this so she waited until Anna continued.

"Can't you see Elsa? Life's too short. And I just...I just want to be part of yours like you're a part mine."