Its about her

I want to cherish you

I woke up feeling well rested but to an empty bed i snuggled up against the soft thick blankets before finally sitting completely up. And realizing I had nothing but my bra on I grabbed the white sheet and wrapped it around my body sitting up my hair was all over my head I knew it wasn't going to stay straight for long, I wondered where gotti was I sat up and on que he walked in with breakfast in bed I smiled at him he sat the tray in front of me and kissed my forehead

"Good morning" he was the first to speak

"Goodmorning" I said putting my head down letting my hair hide my face because I suddenly felt shy around him I knew I mustve looked a mess right now

"You don't have to be shy around me your beautiful" he grabbed my chin making me look up at him

"I'll let you enjoy your breakfast.." He stood up and walked out the room I couldn't help but have this goofy grin on my face I haven't had anyone make me feel this special before and in all honesty I enjoyed the attention. When I finally finished the breakfast I was stuffed and ready to shower so I headed to my room finding something to just throw on I headed for the shower thoughts of him flooded my thoughts as the steamy water crashed down on my body memories from last night flashed in my head and I couldn't help but smile. Dinner was great we talked as if we knew each other I still lied about certain things in my life I just told him things that I wanted my life to be like, the club scene was great as well and that brought back how he made me cum more then once without even having sex. When I finally got out the shower I dried off lotioned my body and throw on some yoga shorts and a T-shirt walking downstairs to the living room I could see he was looking at TV so I decided to sit next to him but not close enough he chuckled and grabbed me pulling him close to him I snuggled up against and watched the movie til I felt myself doze off when I came to he was sound asleep and he looked so cute I just wanted to kiss him so I gently kissed his lips sitting on top of him I kissed him again when I thought he was just dead sleep he surprised me by grabbing my butt and pulling me closer to him and kissing me I slipped my tongue in his mouth and we started kissing more passionately I tried to take off my shirt because I was getting horny and tired of the foreplay but he stopped me

"Do you not want to have sex with me?" Looking him in his eyes with a scrunched up face

"No I don't" he stated simply

"You havent tried to have sex with me since i been here Am I not attractive to you?" I started to feel insecure 

"Of course not but I don't want to just have sex with you I could do that with just anybody I like you and I want to see how things go as far as not having sex with you I want to cherish you and the moments I have with you" he looked me in the eye and I started to feel bad.

"Don't feel bad I'm just being completely honest"

"Well why do you keep teasing me?" He laughed at that and I was starting to get aggravated so I tried to get up he grabbed me

"Stop don't leave your right I won't tease you anymore" now I didn't say he had to stop it just mad it harder to resist him

"Okay" was all I could say, he grabbed me and pulled me close to him and we enjoyed the movie I realized I hadn't ate anything since this morning but to be honest I still full from that breakfast and my stomach was so full of butterflies that my appetite was gone.

We ended up watching movies for the rest of that day and night just enjoying each others company. On my last day there I was kinda sad to leave him he promised to see me again but I had a job to tend to and so did he so when he dropped me off to the jet he kissed me with so much sincerity my knees got weak and he had to grab me causing us both to laugh.