Ignored & Loved (Jedidiah Love Story)

Ignored & Loved (Jedidiah Love Story) 1

⬆Chapter 1⬆
I was in Chalrie's house. I had my own room & bathroom. I was dressed for school: 

I got in my car driving to school. I'm friends with the Cullens. I parked next to Edward's silver Volvo. I got out leaning on my car. "Hey Samhain. Heard from your friend yet?" Edward asked. "Not yet." I said sighing. "You never did say why you left." Edward said. "You don't wanna know. You would disown me as a friend." I said looking away. "It can't be that bad. Tell us at lunch" Alice begged. "Fine. But you all will ignore me like everyone else does when they find out." I said going to class as the bell rang.

It's lunch time & I'm sitting at the Cullens table with them. "So why did your parents disown you & send you here?" Rose asked. "I lived in Texas up until a month ago. I was best friends with Jedidiah or Jed. I called him Bubba. I was like family to all of them. But the way they live.. My parents found out & took me to live here with my Uncle Charlie. I've secretly been writing to them though." I said to them. "But why?" Jasper asked. "Once my parents found out I was sent here. Their last words were 'we don't want a freak of a daughter hanging with those freaks anymore.'" I said looking down.  "So... You don't find it fucked up?" I asked shocked. "no. If anything we will help you get back there one day." Jasper said. I smiled at them. "Thanks guys." I said happy.

It's been 2 months now, it's March. I heard from Charlie that Bella is coming to stay. I rolled my eyes not caring. I wrote Bubba again: Hey Bubba & family. I'm doing ok. Wish I was there instead of this hell hole they call school. My bitch cousin Bella is coming to stay with Chalrie & I. I told the Cullens about Bubba & I. To say I'm shocked is an understatement. They told me their secret too. So I guess we're even. They are still friends with me. Shocker I know. I miss you all. How's everything going there?

I sent the letter & went to my room getting ready for  school. I drove there seeing Bella's truck. I went to the Cullens as she watched. "I sent Bubba a letter." I said. "Who's the new girl?" Rose asked with hate. "Meet Bitch Bella. She's my cousin." I said to them. "Sounds like you don't like her." Jazz said. "Hate her. We never have liked each other. She acts innocent but soon her true colors show." I said to them. The bell rang as we went to our classes. I sat next to Edward in every class cuz that's how he made it.
It's lunch again today & Rose slid a lunch box to me. "Edward got it for you." Rose said. I hugged him as Bella watched the whole thing. I ate the lunch that was inside. The bell rang & I followed Edward to our next class, Biology. I sat next to him as Bella walked in spotting me & Edward talking. "Bella sit with Mike." Mr. Tate said. "I can't read her mind either" Edward told me. I shrugged not sure what to say.  The end of the day came & I headed to the house. I went to my room as Bella came in. "Who's the guy?" Bella asked. "A friend of mine" I told her. I knew she had figured out my friend back in Texas was a cannibal. I knew she was having intercorse with Jake. "Wait til he finds out how fucked up you are." Bella said smirking. "Wait til Charlie hears about ur intercourse with Jacob Black." I said. Bella looked shocked & slapped me hard. I tasted blood & growled. "Bella Swan! Is that true!? You're doing it with Jacob Black & you're not married?!" Charlie yelled. I rubbed my cheek from the pain. "No it's not true." Bella said. "Better not be. & don't hit your cousin again or you will be in trouble." Charlie said walking off. Bella smirked shoving me & went to her room.

⬆1 Month Later⬆
Edward has hung around Bella more & I've realized they are dating. I started to feel alone & Jazz could feel it. It's now summer time & I was at the house packing. I found a box I never opened & looked inside finding the muzzle Bubba gave me after he started making masks. I held it close thinking. I made up my mind. I packed my room & loaded my car: 

I drove off heading to Texas where I belong. I had put the muzzle on once I was in the car. I headed to Texas to be where I felt like I belonged. After hours of driving I knew I was close. I saw a guy in a green shirt & recognized Nubbins. I pulled over letting him in. "Been a long while Nubs" I said using his nickname. "Samhain? You came back?" Nubbins asked. "Hell yea. You guys are more family then my own." I said grinning. "Hey you're wearing Bubba's mask!" Nubbins said. "He gave it to me." I said. "Oh yea right. I forgot." Nubbins said. "How is Bubba?" I asked him still driving. "Been a bit down since you left." Nubbins said. "Well Nubs I'm back & I don't plan on leaving again." I said to him turning into the driveway of the house of my childhood best friend. "Tell me Nubs.. Is Drayton pissed at me? Does he hate me?" I asked him nervous. "Drayton doesn't hate you. He's not mad at you. He's mad at your parents for what they forced you to do." Nubs said running inside the house with bag full of human bones. I sighed getting out & walked inside the already open door. I heard humming from the kitchen & saw Luda Mae cooking.  "Mama?" I asked her. She's always wanted me to call her that. She knows I see her more a mom than I do my own. "Samhain? Is that you?" Mama asked wiping her hands & rushed over hugging me tightly. "I'm so sorry for leaving & hurting you guys." I said crying. "Shh. Now stop that nonsense. It wasn't your fault dear. Don't be sorry for something you had no control over." Mama said letting me go while smiling at me. Drayton came in watching us both. I turned to see him as he looked surprised to see me. "Hey Dray." I said to him watching him. "Samhain.. You came back?" Drayton asked. "Yea. This is home." I said to him. "I see you're wearing the muzzle Bubba gave you." Drayton said grinning. "Where is Bubba? Basement?" I asked him. Dray nodded as I went to the steel door pulling it open. I went in closing it back. I walked down the stairs looking around. 'This place hasn't changed a bit.' I thought. "Bubba?" I called out. I saw Jedidiah come out holding a knife. Once he realized it was me he dropped the knife making sounds running to me & picked me up hugging me. "Missed you too Bubba."I said smiling as he set me down. He touched the muzzle & made a squeal sound of excitement. I giggled at him. "I'm home Bubba." I said to him. "So uh which room is mine? I got boxes to unpack." I told him. He rushed upstairs with me following him. He went to the bedroom next door to his which is the empty guest room. "Can I make it to my liking?" I asked him. "Sure you can!" Drayton said behind us. I smiled at him feeling at home. "Good thing I brought my laptop. I can do online school." I said to him. "Online school? What's that?" Nubs asked coming over. I no iced Chop Top wasnt here. "Well instead going to an actual school you can do on the computer right at home." I said to him. "Sounds interesting." Nubs said.  "Bubba will you help me bring the boxes in?" I asked him. He nodded following me to my car. "Dray we have gas right?" I asked him. "Sure do. Shit tons." Dray said. "I was wondering if I could work at your store with you." I said. "Well sure. I could use the extra help around there." Dray said. They helped me take the boxes up to my room & laid them on the floor. "Do I have to wear dresses?" I asked as they know I hate them. "Not if you don't want to dear. You're an acception to the rule. I know your parents never let you really express yourself in the way you dress. So you can dress how you feel." Mama said. I grinned hugging her. "Thanks Mama." I said excited. "No problem dear. Now suppers on the table." Mama said. I flicked Nubs head running downstairs & sat in a seat. "Hey! You cheated!" Nubs said pouting sitting across from me. Bubba sat next to me. Mama sat next to Nubs & across from Bubba. Dray sat at the head of the table. "Oo chili! It's been so long since I had your chili!" I said excited. Dray said his grace & we filled our bowls. I ate thinking of the past when I was here as a kid. I saw Uncle Monty come in & sit down. "Uncle Monty you're late!" Mama said with a look of disapproval. "Sorry Mama. Fell asleep." Uncle Monty said. After 2 bowls of Drayton's famous chili I was full. I helped Mama clean the dishes & went to my room & started to unpack. Once I was done I went to my bathroom & showered & put on pj's. I laid in bed & enrolled on a online school that offered ASL as well. I felt asleep soon after exhausted.