HOW WE MET

chapter 9

   Syl's POV

Oh God!i can't believe i did that.I almost kissed her.I cant help anymore.Cant control how I feel about her.
But does she feel the same way towards me?I cant tell her how i feel though.But how will i be able to avoid that when she has already accepted we be friends?

I couldn't sleeep last night.God this girl.Crazy will not be the word to be associated with how i feel.She is literally driving me crazy.Mad.Insane.Cant find the fitting word to the way i feel towards her.Lem just say she is mine.Hopefully she will later read through my actions and understand me and my feelings.

Today being officially the first day in the school while we are friends,i have to meet her,hug her,probably kiss her forehead.I donno.

        
          Tina's POV
God,how do i face this boy.After he hugged and squeezed the hell out of me yesterday,I couldnt sleep.All i saw were those green eyes all over.Those lips on mine.I know i might sound insane ,but thats the correct word to use,then yes i am.Insane.I wonder whether he feels the same way as i feel.
Will i really go to school?I have to avoid him because if i don't he will automatically learn me.
Walking to that hall was not easy.I waited until everyone settled in class then i went to my class.

   "Hey Tina are you avoiding us or somebody?"Angie , one of my few female  friends,asked me.

Fuck.

Am i that easy to read?

As if she could read my thoughts,

   "I didn't mean to ask but you've been looking all around as you walk."she added.
  "No,actually ...umm...uh..i was just walking ."
Who am i kidding of course am avoid somebody.Some green eyes.
Angie,Cece and Esther can know me but they are the only girls i have as friends ,the rest are boys.

During lunch hour i couldn't stand and give a certain announcement that the TOD had asked me to ,instead
    "Hey Abed,can u tell these people that Mr Nash wants yo meet all the form fours after their lunch?"Please.
I had to plead Abed to do so because,well Abed is Abed and he can be stubborn despite him being my assistant.
After i told him so he opened his mouth and before he could talk i added a please.They say there are many ways of killing a cat.

             Syl's POV
"Hello everyone, can you all listen here ,this goes to all form fours,Mr Nash wants to meet you after your lunch.Thank you."Abed announced
Why the hell is he the one announcing ?I wanted her.Those brown eyes.I wanted to see those lips .God what is this girl doing to me?
As i head back to class iam filled by many questions.Could i be the reason she didn't give that announcement?Could it be because of what i did yesterday?Is that it?Me hugging her and kissed her forehead?Could she be avoiding me?And hell yes i might be the reason.Fuck love,fuck emotions.

I have to learn from her reactions that she doesn't want anything to do with me.But why did she agree me to hug her or kiss her forehead?Is that really my fault?She could have pushed me with her hands and with that reaction,i would have known she didn't want me.But she agreed this friendship thing?Did she just accept me for a friend because she fears me?I don't get it.
The last lesson finishes and all am focusing on is talking to her.I have to because I don't want to face the same scene i faced with  Ann.Immediately the teach is out,I also storm out walking towards the parking lot because still she might go home early in fear of colliding with me on the way.She is not there.

Angie.I see her.They are in the same class so I can ask her about Tina's where abouts.I guese Angie and some other two chicks are the only girls she is friends to.Angie is walking towards where she packs her  motorbike.I wonder how these people with motorbikes and bikes survive when it's rainy.I clear that thought from my mind as she approaches where am standing.Near her motorbike.Am not rude but when i want to be i can.

Clearing my throat ,"hi?have you seen Tina?I know you are her friend so maybe you know where she is.

"Is that why you have been staring at me since i got out of class?What have you done to her next?"
Girls.What is always wrong with them?Asking a simple question which requires just a simple answer but instead they make it look a whole mess.Damn.That's why I hate them and am never close to them.Except this with brown  eyes.Ugghhh....

"Why do you make it look like a big deal.Is answering that question too hard for you?"I am pissed off by her answer .Irritated.
"No wonder....."I mutter ,of which am not sure whether she has heard it but what I would say to her would hurt her.Am pretty sure of that.
No wonder am not in love with her,no wonder i didn't ask her to be my friend,no wonder I didn't kiss her forehead.But I keep those words to myself and walk away towards their class.I know that's where she is because I can see her car.But why is it like she comes with it only once in a while?I know those are questions that at one point if at all this shit succeeds she will have to answer me.

      Sorry people,long since I updated .Have been damn busy for real.But this time I will always try to update every Tuesday.

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