HOW WE MET

chapter 11

               (The chapters are not edited,so if you get wrong spellings please forgive me)😌

       
               Tina's POV
"I just don't want to talk to you and that's all.And moreso am not hiding from you."I tell him

Did I just lie?I was hiding from him and I didn't even want to be his friend because having him as my friend,meant him knowing that i had a weakness when it came to him.

"I know i messed up everything when i kissed your forehead or when i hugged you or when I asked we be friends but am really sorry.I don't even know which of those makes sense now and which is the reason why you don't want to see me but am just...just sorry."He said.

Is it any of those though?No I wasn't hiding because of any of those .I was hiding because I knew he could read me like a book.He could get to know about my emotions and thats why i was hiding.

"What?!!!"😳He asked.
  "Is that why you are hiding from me?Because you fear I might realize or rather read you.?What is that even supposed to mean?"He asked

Oh My God please let me die here.Did I just say that loudly?

"Yes you did Tina."He responded.

I need to go before my mouth and mind betray me.I told myself and with that I stood up and opened the door .

"Finally.Thanks for accepting to come out so that you may atleast listen to what I have to say."

"Am not even here to talk to you.Am going home."I said.

      Syl's POV
She is stubbon as hell .Have tried all I can to talk to her but she doesn't want.
She said she didn't want to talk to me but why?

"I know i messed up everything when i kissed your forehead or when i hugged you or when I asked we be friends but am really sorry.I don't even know which of those makes sense now and which is the reason why you don't want to see me but am just...just sorry."I tell her.

I feel so vulnerable.I thought I would get to know her better when she accepted to be my friend but karma,here she is,hiding from me,she doesn't want to talk to me.She is hiding.She can't face me.She can't announce things in the cafeteria because she is afraid of me.Why me?

I would have been happy knowing she is afraid of me but am not.I wouldn't care if she was mad at me or what but here I am.Trying to get her to talk to me.

"Am not hiding because of any of those,am hiding because I know you will be able to read me like a book."She says as if she is talking to herself.
That brings me back from my thoughts.

"What?!!!"😳That statement leaves me breathless.
  "Is that why you are hiding from me?Because you fear I might realize or rather read you.?What is that supposed to mean?"I ask.

I don't know whether that statement should bring joy in me or what.Atleast am happy.Because one,she said she is afraid I might read her.Why is she afraid of me while most of her friends are boys.Does that mean I have some effect on her?

"Oh My God please let me die here.Did I just say that loudly?"she adds

"Yes you did Tina."I respond.

What is wrong with her?She didn't mean to say that but her thoughts were loud enough .

Some minutes pass without her talking .What might she be doing?
As I wonder with my own thoughts ,the door clicks open.

I sigh heavely releasing some air i didn't know I was holding.

"Finally.Thanks for accepting to come out so that you may atleast listen to what I have to say."I tell her .

Am so nerveous.why?What is this girl doing to me.

"Am not even here to talk to you.Am going home."she  responds.

I wish I could shout at her .For her to feel the pain that am feeling.But I can't ,I can't tell her anything.I can't show her that she has become my weakness.Because the more I shout,the more distant from me she will be and that's not what I want.

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