I know I am a few days behind, I didn't think to write anything about this, but RIP Juice Wrld. My brother had actually woken me up from my sleep because my dad wanted him to tell me about it. Honestly I was shocked, I mean it was so unexpected, so random, it felt unreal. Not going to lie to any of you I wasn't the biggest fan of Juice Wrld, and I am not going to pretend I was or am, there were a few select songs I really liked from him, but I just didn't like how he talked about drugs so heavily in every song, call me a square all you want but it's the truth. I feel horrible that this had happened and the night before I was at my homecoming and I remember dancing to Bandit and singing the words. No one could have expected something like this, it's horrible. I feel for Juice Wrld's family and friends, and my deepest condolences goes out to them. I would like to mention the person I am worried about most, and you could guess it, Ski, just before writing this I had seen his Rolling Loud performance and it was truly heartbreaking, I could feel his pain on that stage, surrounded by so many supporters but I can tell he felt so alone. His tweets as well had also raised a little alarm with me, I feel as if he needs all the positivity and understanding he can get from his supporters. There isn't much we can do but I know that he continues to perform in order to make his supporters happy, but we should in return try to be understanding and check on his mental health.
Also I know my story uploads have been very and I mean very inconsistent, I want to continue writing, I see people adding this story to their libraries and voting for it. I feel as if I had hit a writers block heavy early this year. People have messaged me to continue, I most likely will don't worry, but I can not promise consistency, I am going through the roughest part of my senior year filled with SAT's and college apps but I will try to upload, don't worry I didn't give up. I'll be back eventually.
