"I'll take the Vegan Burrito without tomatoes and she'll take..." Nicole hits my shoulder
"Oh eh, one Volcano Chalupa." I turn around and smile at her. "And I'll pay."
"You don't have to do that." She whispers to me.
"No but I want to." We find a four person table and sit down there. "So you're vegan?"
"Vegetarian but I eat vegan when I can and have the option."
"Good to know! About yesterday, I'm extremely sorry for that outbreak. I-I don't know how to act with people that's also a part of why I have zero friends."
"Don't worry, I get it but you have to change that zero into a one." A big smile appears at my face and there's nothing I can do to stop it. The cashier calls our number so I go and pay.
"Oo yummy." Nicole grabs her burrito and start eating right away. I take a few bites of mine then leave to go to the bathroom.
The walls are cold, grey and gross, I touch nothing unless it's needed and leave the room disgusted. I sit down on my plastic chair.
"Public bathrooms are disgusting" I look up an Nicole has already eaten her burrito, she also looks at me strange and not paying attention to what I was saying.
"Yeah yeah could I just ask you one question?"
"Go ahead" She takes a few deep breaths which makes me scared of what's the question is gonna be.
"So like what's you sexuality?" She mumbles the last word so I can't hear.
"My what?"
"Sexuality." This question clearly makes her nervous cause she's scratching her neck.
"I'm sorry, you're mumbling I can't hear." I try to laugh but her face does not change.
"What is your sexuality?" This time I hear what she says and overrumpled by the question I stutter.
"I-I'm straight."
"Yeah yeah cool, me too. I like boys, boys with muscles and hair. She laugh awkwardly. "I should go back to school, I got P.E." She throws away her trash and leaves. Did I say something wrong?
Only a few minutes later I go back. There's still this weird feeling in my gut that I did something wrong that scared her away. I overthink too much, it's probably nothing.
Back at school I go to my locker and grab my stuff when I see her in the end of the corridor banging her head against something outside my range of view. It's strange but I don't want to bother her if I did say something wrong. Her question kind of threw me of. I haven't really thought about the possibility that I might not be straight. To be honest I've never really had a crush on a guy but then on the other side not a girl either. I check my schedule and I have ten minutes until next period.
Last class until we end for today. I get easily distracted and haven't been able to think on anything other than Nicole. I sneak up my phone without getting caught. I sit at the back of the classroom so it's nothing to worry about. I go onto the internet and search "what's my sexuality quiz" I hesitate for a moment before I press search. The questions are stupid like "what gender are you attracted to?" Would I take this test if I knew? After sometime I find a quiz that somewhat has relatable questions that aren't impossible to answer.
"You are Bisexual, that means you're sexually and emotionally attracted to both men and women." It's just a quiz, it doesn't define me I try to convince me this but even how hard I try, it stays in my mind.
