Love Me Not Him

Prologue

Every day I see you smile is enough for me to be contented but wretchedly your smile isn’t for me…. Your smile is for someone else, to someone that you loved.

I just want to tell you that I like you! That I loved you for a long time! But I couldn’t tell because I’m a quitter yet we’re just the same. We fell in loved to somebody who can’t love us back. Maybe love can be painful but I want to protect you from it!

Akala ko nung una hindi aabot ng ganito ang nararamdaman ko sa iyo but the closer I get to you, the more I fell in love with you. Ang iyong mga matatamis na ngiti na lumulunag sa aking puso, oh kaytamis mong titigan. Mapang-asar ka man minsan, may pagka-tomboy ka man minsan pero ‘yan ang dahilan kung bakit ako nahulog sa’yo.

You’re such an airhead, weirdo, funny, an addict but there’s a side of you that made me addicted … and that’s your sweetness yet it’s covered with awesomeness! No wonder why other boys fell inlove with you too. Because you’re beautiful in and out.

Any man is better than me but I can be your best knight among them.

Hindi ako manloloko….i even sworn you that I’ll be your permanent boyfriend but you mistook it as a joke.

Akala ko maiintindihan mo rin balang araw ang nararamdaman ko sa’yo pero parang hindi, kase ibang tao ang pinakinggan mo. Pinakinggan mo siya at tinalikuran mo ‘ko. Masakit man na tanggapin pero I promised you that I’ll withstand every pain that you’ll give me whether you didn’t mean it or not because I really loved you.

Edrianne Maelester Gilton

Everytime I see you laugh, I thought that was for me but it wasn’t……

Marami man akong ex pero ikaw ang paborito ko. I like you, I’m inlove with you; I want to be with you forever but you’re such an airhead to understand that.

I don’t know why I fell inlove with you in the place, but shit! I’m so attracted to you! Please let me be yours and you’ll be mine.

Your sweet laugh, your funny jokes; your saccharine smile. I want them!

Gusto kita! ‘Yan ang laging bigkas ng aking puso sa’yo. Kapag ika’y aking katabi ako’y nahihiya pero kinakaya ko kasi gusto kong iparamdam sa’yo ang pagmamahal ko. Oh aking mahal, sana’y ‘wag mo sana akong iwasan, sana’y ako’y iyong lapitan.

Anyone can be your knight and I can also be your knight but darling I deserve the King’s title because you’re my queen.

Lahat na lang ba na tungkol sa pag-ibig joke sa iyo? Or are you just hiding your real feelings deep inside your heart kase ayaw mong baka ikaw yung masaktan sa huli? Pero ‘wag kang mag-aalala dahil ‘di kita iiwan. Sabay nating harapin ang mga problema, sana’y ‘wag mo ng tanungin pa dahil alam mo namang mahal na mahal kita.

Jaimee Howel Azul

Sa totoo lang…… ang saya mong kasama. We have the same laugh, the same eyes when we laugh, and the same smile when we look at each other.

We have things in common. It’s like we’re perfect with each other but your heart has a barrier in it and I can only be there when we talk about things that we like.

I like how you treat our classmates, the way you interact with them, siguro minsan bad mood ka hahaha ‘di ko nga alam kung bakit e? if you have problems you can tell it to me but I think you’re not the kind of person who open up problems.

You’re being independent, but you are not selfish. Ibinibigay mo pa nga yung sayo sa kanila e…. that’s why I like you. But I’m not yet sure about my feelings for you but I swear I’ll be your handkerchief when you’re about to cry, I’ll be your wall when you’re angry, and I’ll be your audience when you tell jokes.

Be who you are because I like you that way.

Ceekei Bryk Gervillion