Thats proof that no one in my fucking house listens. I literally screamed "I'm in so much pain that I'm considering suicide," yet they didn't fucking care because my sister and I were arguing and I am a brat who is being lazy. I was sobbing not long ago because I'm stressed again, I'm in so much pain, this shit is happening and I can't take much more of this. I've been thinking of my goodbyes. I've been thinking of what to put in a note. I've been thinking about the consequences and shit. I've decided.I'll tell everyone bye then one day goodbye, write the note and overdose on fucking slep meds or pain meds I'm so fucking done and in so much pain. I'm not sorry for anything anymore. Im fucking done with everything. I'm so fucking pissed at people I'm going to send people who have me blocked, big messages and a goodbye telling them that the shit they said didn't fucking help. Fuck you. Fuck your friend. Fuck your mother. Fuck your heart. Fuck your emotions. Fuck my feelings. Fuck my problems. Fuck what I have to say. Fuck the seveal apologies I gave you guys. Fuck everything. Fuck. You. Fuck the fact I looked up to you and needed you when you didn't care about me. You only knew a small portion of the shit that was going on."Stop being so sad on my mothers board" I have depression fuck you. I said one fucking thing. Why my icon was black. I called you Appa and you mother said to not. I agreed to that. It all started with her. No the fucking moment i tried to make a friendship with her everything fell. She got along with other people and called them her puppies and shit. You called you self appa first and yet I am the one who gets yelled at for it? I correct one fucking grammar error i was yelled at for making when i was a kid but when i correct an adult who isnt even native to the fucking language and wasnt born and raised here with the same shit i was /I'm/ the one who is fucking wrong. Im so fucking pissed. Your best friend basically told me my problems dont matter aand that my headspace wasnt real. It fucking it. I haven't told you shit so back the fuck off, not my fault his emotions caused him to get mad or some shit and him end up in the hospital again for a 2nd heart attack. Fuck all of you. I fucking am done.
Thats if for now bye guys talk later.
-LadyBug!-
P.s. i dodnt bother to capitalize or punctuate or other shit so :))))
