Dear Aiden/Frogg,
Your a fucking asshole. You know that right?? Yeah i missed a few days of school but part of that wasn't my fault. I was trying to go!! Did you FUCKING CARE THAT I WAS ALMOST TAKEN AWAY FROM MY FAMILY?? HELL THE FUCK NO. YOU JUST WERE PISSED I WASN'T AT SCHOOL. YOU DIDNT CARE THAT I WAS CRUMBLING TO DUST AND COULDNT FUCKING THINK! IF I COULD HAVE GONE TO SCHOOL I FUCKING WOULD HAVE. THEN YOU IGNORE ME MORE AND.... and pushed me away... we were so close... we kissed... we did other things... i opened up to you... now what? I'm moving and your probably happy... but what happened? I ask you why you ignore me and you just say you dont want talk anymore.... but why? What did i do?
I want you to know i always cared... you might never know but i care so much about you and now we dont talk... you broke me so fast. You basically did what you did in band. Picked me up and tossed me(you didn't relize how light i was and that im practically half your size,,). You dont know how much you hurt me when you started to ignore me... you didnt care when i was sobbing in class from the amount of stress im under current. You dont fucking care how much i need to talk to you and apologize for whatever i did... it doesn't help that im 6-8 hours away and cant go to your house and knock on the door. Your mom would know who i am because if my hoodie, the one i wore to your house. I wpuld go inside and fucking kick you in the nuts and tell you off. Id walk out and walj to my friends house and probably cry in her arms. You won't ever know what I'd do next unless someone told you... but after would probably kill myself... i care for you so much more and you asking ig i mived away yet broke me.... so fuck you and your shit. I regret going to your house and our kisses.. your soft lips and the way your hands held me.. bairly anyone knows about that day... it's going to be one thats engraved into my head forever...
From,
Tits(nickname before the ending of or relationship)
Dear Elijah/Bubba,
You left right before I needed you most... i love you... I've said that before and you didn't believe me and you told me to prove it and i tried... i didnt mean to scare you off.... i just think you are so cute and handsome... i tried to draw you again but i didnt work out... I'm sorry for being so argumentative with you when i was in bad moods, I'm sorry for being creepy when i didn't kean to be.. im sorry that i texted so often... im sorry i liked you so much and it made me be stupid. Im sorry for always texting. Im sorry it got to the point you unadded me and probably blocked me... even if it was right when i needed you. I won't ever get mad at you, you don't deserve to get yelled at. You deserve the whole fucking world. You deserve the best days and when the bad days hit i would have done my best to make it better.. i drew a flower for you... and you liked it... i wasnt having a good day and hearing you liked it made me so happy... bubba, i hope you are having a good day, i hope you are with the girl you love and i hope your eating well. I wish you an amazing rest of this year. I hope you have some rootbeer, alchohol, video games and chicken and have the besr day of your life! I love you so so much.... i wish you well. ♡♥️♡❤❤❤♥️♥️❤♥️♡♡❤❤♥️♡♥️♥️♥️❤♡♥️♡❤❤❤♥️♥️❤♥️♡♡❤❤♥️♡♥️♥️♥️❤♡♥️♡❤❤❤♥️♥️❤♥️♡♡❤❤♥️♡♥️♥️♥️❤♡♥️♡❤❤❤♥️♥️❤♥️♡♡❤❤♥️♡♥️♥️♥️❤♡♥️♡❤❤❤♥️♥️❤♥️♡♡❤❤♥️♡♥️♥️♥️❤♡♥️♡❤❤❤♥️♥️❤♥️♡♡❤❤♥️♡♥️♥️♥️❤
Love,
Bug
I just needed to get the two things on my mind off for a bit...
Bye for now...
-LadyBug!-
