School Of Love (Demi Lovato fanfic)

chapter 4

  "really?" maddie asks with a little smile forming at the corners. "really." i say while pulling her into an embracing hug. "this may be too early to say this, but you're my bestfriend. okay?" i mumble into maddies hair. "mhmm." we sit hugging in the washroom for more than an hour. i sat there thinking to myself about what i felt about maddie. i liked her, i really did. i'm just not sure she likes me back. and besides how will i bring it up?

"uh maddie?" i ask wearly. "yeah dem?" She asks concerens. "um what would you say if i told you i was bi?" i finished the sentence while shaking. why am i scared of her response? "i'd say i'm a lesbian." she says while winking at me. wow is she joking? "Are you being serious?" i ask looking confused. her face once again, went pale. "oh um yeah...i never told anyone that before, so you're a first.." she lifted her face up to look me iin the eyes. this time i see pain. it's like she's hiding something deep down. i shoukd ask her, but not now. we've had too much go on today

"oh wow it's 10 already?" i ask suprised. time has really gone fast and all we did was talk. we didn't even do the project but i honestly don't care. i had the best day. "uh i guess it is. do you have to go home now?" maddie asks while pouting at me. she has the most adorablest pout ever. "yeah i do. i'm sorry. but we can hang again tomorrow right?" i really wanna be with her more than anything. i want to be more than friends. "it's fine beautiful and yes we can" she winked and finished her sentence, "would you like me to walk you home?" "i'd love that."

on the walk to my house maddie held my hand and we talked about everything and anything.  maddie was talking about pizza and how hungry she was and at one point she asked me why don't i eat alot. i got all shaky and could'nt speak. maddie knew before i could say anything. "you're anorexic arent you?" i just stared at the ground. i couldn't bare looking her in the eyes.  "why Demi?" was all she would ask. i just burst into tears, i couldn't even speak to her. i was so ashamed of myself. "it's going to be okay, i'm here for you" that made me feel so much better about this. the rest of the way was silence.

"this is my house right there" i say while letting go of maddies hand. she groaned and grabbed me. "Demi, i'm not sure what this will do to our friendship, but i want you to know this. i think i have feelings for you" i practically screamed. i'm so happy. "madds, i have feelings for you too." i say while putting my hands on her waist. "good so you'll like this then."

Maddie leans in and gently runs her lips over mine. "i'll see you at school baby" she says while winking. "bye beautiful!" i scream across the stop. i quickly go inside and lean against  the  door. "wow that was amazing" was all i could say.