god I want to die. I lost every person who cared about me this year, lost the last shred of happiness I had left, hell. I just rant in a book nobody fucking cares about in the slightest hoping I'll get better suddenly. yeah not gonna happen, I had quite a few people who actually read every chapter I put out because pictures of Patrick and Pete and just something better than my waste of life. give it to someone else I'm done with it
