I love how I'm just sad so much it doesn't matter to anyone anymore because this is just how I am, people stop checking up on you, stop texting you at all, you loose everyone that ever made you feel loved, get attached to people that hurt you just so you get some form of love after being abandoned by the people you actually let know what stuff went on in your head because you trusted them. now you can't even hear certain words without crying because you're reminded how easily replaceable you are after months and months of promises they'd never leave. can't look at your pictures because you'll see the screenshots of dumb conversations at 3 am
I feel great tho, don't worry about me. just a dumb muse, as always
