Broken Trust//Dove Cameron: Fan-Fiction

//Guilt//

I wake up and Tom is wrapped around me dead asleep. I try to get up, but he is absolutely too heavy. I try shaking him, but lucky me, he is a deep sleeper. Instead he holds me tighter, and I have to pee. I grab his arm and unravel it from my waist. He lets go and I sit up. I check my phone for the time, 2:45 am, great. I get up and unzip the tent as quiet as I can.

When I get outside the weather hits me and I quiver. It is freaking cold out here, and of course I don't have a sweater on. I do not want to wake Tom, so I just grab a flashlight and walk to the restrooms. These restrooms were far as hell, why didn't we get a site closer to the restrooms, just my luck.

I finally reach the freaking restroom punch in the code, and walk in. When I walk in the lights are like they are straight out of a horror movie, blinking on and off, well one of them. I feel goosebumps rise on my skin, and hurry to the stall. I quickly use the restroom and wash my hands. I hear something inside the shower and that does it for me. I grab my sh*t and get the hell out of there. When I open the door, I hurry out not looking where I am going and bump into something. I let out a loud shriek, and am relieved when it is Thomas.

"Woah there." He says as he catches me.

"Sorry, I um- just I-." I am at a loss for words, this f**king outside light is hitting him so perfectly.

"Are you okay?" He asks, and gives me that look, my knees instantly feel weak and I stumble.

"Yeah, um I just I-" I struggle to find words, and he smiles again, leaving me even more weak.

"Okay, well I can walk back to the site with you if you're scared." He says as he raises an eyebrow.

"What? I am not scare-" He covers my mouth with his hands and puts a finger over his lips.

"Shhhh. Did you hear that?" He says, and my eyes grow wide with fear, and he laughs.

"Oh, you are so scared." He jokes, and I smack his arm. He is so annoying, but so cute.

"You're a complete jerk. Do you know that?" I say and punch his arm, as he winces as a joke.

"Haha, yeah so I've been told." He shrugs with a smirk, and I just want to kiss him. No, I can't this isn't my boyfriend. I can't help it, I don't know what to do.

"Haha, yeah." I say and turn away. He grabs my chin, and my lips tremble in fear.

"Oh, you so want to kiss me right now." He states licking is lips, and I try and look away but my eyes are glued to his. Instead, I shake my head and he chuckles, showing those gorgeous dimples. I can't do this, Tom is back at the site, and what about Sofia?

"No- I" I whisper, and he shushes me rubbing my cheeks with his thumb.

"Yes, you do. Chloe don't fight it." He says leaning in closer.

"Thomas, please. I can't." I cry out, and he smiles leaning in more.

"Yes, you can." He says, and now his lips are touching mine.

"No- What about Sof-" I am cut off by a wet but warm kiss, my heart beats out of my chest, and I am instantly taken back to high school. I shouldn't be doing this, here making out with Thomas, I have a boyfriend. I try and find a will to stop, but I can't. Now I know why I was so jealous.

"F**k Chloe." Thomas whispers his lips against mine, and I gasp.

"Thomas, we can't." I say as he moves his kisses to my collar bone.

"But baby, we already are." He says gently. He's right about that, but I can't let this go any further, I need to find a way to stop this. He begins moving his hands to my pants and luckily I found a will, I push him off and he scoffs. We are both out of breath, and I can feel my cheeks burning red.

"Thomas, why did you do that?" I say tears welling up in my eyes. I now realize, that I may not want to be with Tom, and now I am left with these insane thoughts.

"Chloe, relax no one seen." He says and he tries to grab me to calm me down, but I push him off.

"No, I still have to live with the shame." I say, and run my hands through my hair. Right now all I want is Tom, and now I can't even have that without feeling guilty.

"Chloe I'm sorry, it was just a heat of the moment thing okay?" He says pulling his hair as he paces back and forth. What is he worried about? He isn't the one who has had a relationship for 1 year and 5 months. He isn't the one who just cheated on the love of his life.

"I can't, I can't. I am going back to the site." I say and he nods.

I walk back, and see the two tents. My heart aches, because the reality now hits me. The reality of cheating, the reality that I just might lose my boyfriend. I know I should tell him, but I decide I will keep this from him, I just need to talk to Thomas, and we can figure this out.

...

"Good morning." Tom says kissing my cheek, and I kiss him back.

"Hey." I smile, and he pokes my dimple, just like he always does. I don't know why the sudden deep interest, maybe it's the guilt. I love him, but I am never this touchy touchy.

"So, what happened last night or this morning?" He ask, and my face grows red.

"I- I- had to use the restroom." I say and he nods, well that was easy.

"Yeah, because I seen you go out of the tent, and then you didn't come back for a while." He says. Okay, he's on to something, but I cannot tell him.

"Yeah, I got lost. The restrooms are surprisingly far." I lie.

"Oh, okay, yeah. Well baby, next time call me okay." He says kissing me sweetly, and I smile against his lips.

"No signal remember." I say waving my hand in the air.

"Right, sorry. Forgot." He chuckles.

"Well, what're we doing today?" I ask him, and he shrugs.

"What do you want to do?" He asks rubbing his hand behind his neck.

"I don't know, this trip is for you remember." I say, wow this trip is for him, and I completely went behind his back. The guilt begins to creep up my back, and I don't know how much longer I can hold this in.

"Yeah, I guess so." He laughs and I smile, getting my stuff ready to go to the showers.

"Well, how about the beach?" He says, and I nod.

"The beach it is." I say a little too suspicious, and hurry out before he can ask me any questions.

...

I walk to the restrooms, and my stomach drops each step. I cannot believe I did that to Tom, and not only Tom but Sofia. I rub my fingers on my lips, and I get flash backs of the kisses we shared last night. I shake my head trying to rid myself of the guilty thoughts, but this time they don't go away.

I arrive at the restrooms and now, the full reality hits me, and it hits me hard. I literally get the aired knocked right out of my f**king lungs. I stop, and grab my chest. I realize how weird I look, but right now it doesn't matter to me. Tom has helped me through everything, bullying, feeling alone, and pursuing my dreams. This is how I repay him? Making out with his best friend. His best friend! Oh, now I understand why Thomas was freaking out. I hurry to the restroom, and swing the door open. Luckily no one was in here. I need to figure this out, I can't keep this from Tom much longer. This feeling is unbearable, this feeling of guilt.

(Author's note: I know this chapter was short, but it was worth it. Comment what you think Dove will do. How will she handle the situation? Will she tell Tom? Also, please vote and share this, I am trying to get this book out there. )